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it has been years since ive been on this site! I was wondering if anyone has stomach issues with bloating and pain just under your sternum? i am 11 years out from surgery.

Good day fellow losers!! Its been some time since ive been here. I still have the extra 10 pounds i cant get rid of. Im starting to think its due to my depo shot??? Not sure. Gonna see about the implant for birth control. My skin issues are the same. I HATE my saggy arm skin and lack of ladies... My belly skin is lose and my thighs... oh my! Lets just say I need work.! I was going to the gym for a long time, but started slipping. it happens. I think id be less depressed if i could find work. Im not currently dating because the last couple guys have been jerks! Theres still hope in that department though! I have faith! Anyway, hope you all have a wonderful day!

So I have gained 12 pounds over the last 8-10 monthes and am very upset about that. I am trying on a daily basis to get back on track and eating the best food choices. I still dump( thank god) on sugary stuff. I now have a messed up common bile duct, trying to get that all fixed up! I hate the way my body looks everyday I look in the mirror. Mainly my arms.   I did meet a great guy, we'll see how this plays out! Im super nervous. YIKES!!!!! anyway, hope y'all are doing good on your journey 

I am struggling today so bad.  I hate myself so much. Im so depressed.  I cant seem to lose the 12 pounds ive put on and feel like a failure. I know ive come a long way since surgery, but im feeling defeated. I am eating better, proteins first then veggies. Drinkin protein shakes and taking my vitamins and thyroid meds again. But just cant shake this yucky i dont like me attitude.   .  idk..... 

Wow I can not believe it has been almost  a year since my last post... That wonderful man I spoke of... well he broke my lil heart! JERK..lol I have gained about 10 pounds and I am soooo very upset about it. I feel like a fat pig failure. I am trying to get my head back in the game and return to the proper eating habbits im supposed to have. ITS HARD, eating healthly is expensive. Still unable to find work where I live, thats so very depressing. Plasitics are not gonna happen anytime soon for me! lol On top of trying to lose the pounds ive gained, I am also trying to like the body i am left with.  until next time lovely peeps!

I cant believe its almost been a year since ive posted anything! Im so sorry. :)  Well since the last post, I dated a few jerks! LOL Had my heart broke, and now an amazing man has found me! We are taking things slow, been dating him for about 5 months :) SUPER HAPPY. Also Super scared of my skin issues. ugh. If only I could accept the way I look now, id be great. I still see the fat girl in the mirror. I suppose time will make that go away. I am really working on self acceptance. its a really hard thing to do when you are so used to being so critical of yourself. But slowly im getting there! yaaay.lol I saw my first plastic surgeon last month about getting my arms done..... i laughed when they told me it would be $8,000 just to do my arms. Plastics are very expensive..ugh. Now if only I could find a job i might have a chance at getting that done! owell. I hope you are all doin well on your journey :) Keep your heads up, and try not to get discouraged! i know i was discouraged alot!! The surgery does work if you let it and follow YOUR doctors plan :) Have a great day everyone!!!

Well tomorrow I'm going on my first date since surgery!!! I'm so darn scared it's not even funny!It doesnt help I landed a cold sore right on my kisser! It figures! Owell hope everything goes well even with it! Fingers crossed! I am down 115 pounds since surgery, I wanna lose about 10 more. Then I think I might be happy as far as weight goes! My skin,..... uuuuggghhh.... it's there and I hate it. My boobs eeeekkkkk...lol those were the first to go and the first thing I need to fix along with my arms! Hope everyone is doing well on their journies! I am proud of ya'll!!! Keep up your hard work!!!!!!
Well til next time!!!

Well it has been a year since my gastric bypass, and I am now officially in the normal BMI range and am weighing in at 145 pounds! I still want to lose a few more pounds. I would not have done this differently. I love my RNY!! Trying to remember to drink my protein and taking my vitamins is sometimes a struggle, just because I am so forgetful these days! All in all, I am in great health, I still have to take meds for my hypothyroidism, but what can you do. Other than that I am super healthy!! I cant ask for more! As far as skin goes.....lol, I have arm skin i need to have removed, as well as tummy skin i hate! I need to get a boob job because the ladies were the first thing to go!!!  hahaha.  This has been a fairly easy experience for me, no complications at all! My Dr, Dr Paya is an amazing guy! Does great work!! As well as the office staff!! ;) I WOULDN'T CHANGE A THING!!!!!!!!!!!


Til next time!! :)

Well on the 11th I will be 8 months out from my RNY.!  I am now weighing at 160, been stuck here for tooooo long..lol, I will get the scale to move again! I have 20 pounds til goal of 140, I have to get there..... I am almost in the normal BMI range which is great! I cant wait to say hey, Im normal!! lol I have lots of arm skin that i HATE, tummy skin that really sucks, and my ladies.... well they are pretty much non-existant..LMBO!! One day I will be able to fix all those imperfections! I wouldnt change a thing! I love how I am able to do so many mored tings now than before!!! Until next time!!!

Well I am happy the scale says 166!! Never in a million years did I think I would EVER see that!!!! I still see all fat when I look in the mirror, don't know when my mind will chatch up to my body.. hopefully soon..lol I want to feel good mentally. I hope ya'll have a wonderful weekend!!!