i still feel it

Oct 03, 2012

 ive lost 85lbs so far. i love my rny, and wouldnt change it for the world. i take monthly photos to prove to myself that this is real. but i can not get it thru my head that ive lost 85lbs and im skinny/small/normal in other peoples eyes. to me i still feel like the 260+ lb person. how do you get it thru your head that you are no longer that and you've changed for the better?? i mean i can see my clothes fall off of me and everything but for some reason i still feel it.   
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weigh in :(

Aug 17, 2012

 im 14 weeks out .. and for the first time i have lost 0lbs from week 12 to 14 :( for once i was sad the scale didnt move, i kno it is only temporary but it did make me feel like a failure.. hopefully when i weigh in on week 16 the scale will move again ..
sorry about this, had to put it out there 
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NSV

Aug 13, 2012

 I'm officially in a size 17 jeans !! i started out as a size 24 plus! . so happy 

everything has been going great! i have pretty much became a vegetarian. I'm pouch doesn't like meat. but is all good cuz i dont miss it, yet anyways.

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199

Jul 21, 2012

made it to wonderland!!!!
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protein

Jun 28, 2012

  its hard for me to get in my protein. I'm never hungry so i don't eat alot . but when i do, i go for protein first but I'm not getting enough in .
need help with easy ideas BUT
i HATE these.. so
NO- cottage cheese
- cheese slices 
- ricotta cheese
-re-fried beans
-love regular yogurt but no Greek its to gritty
- beef doesn't set well

chicken is to dry, unless it is process chicken.. i seem to be living off eggs and tuna, and milk but i need something and i cant stand my protein shakes and yes i have like 6 flavors in my cabinet and some premade ones from GNC just cant stomach them .. any advice ???
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so happppy

Jun 11, 2012

 i took everyones advice and i havent been on the scale since my 2 week check up and now im 4 weeks out so i figured i deserved to look real fast and i was so happy to see 9 more pounds gone forever :) 

pre pre op - lost 10
pre op liquid - lost 13
2 weeks post op - lost 8
4 weeks post op - lost 9 more 

 41 pounds total and i so happy about that  getting close to be out of 200's
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wow

Jun 08, 2012

 word of advice keep a stool softener in my everyday vitamins routine.. just spent 20 mins in the bathroom and that was the worse pain ever .. would rather have surgery again  glad its over 
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doing good

May 28, 2012

 feeling really great today .. go back to work tomorrow :( .. and then i go for my check up on wednesday. i kno ive lost 10 pounds since surgery which is awesome. oh and we got a new dog today .. a silver/blue pit bull and her name is nala ..LOVE her. she will definitely make me go on my walks lol .. not really to much to update on, but today my stomach is really starting itch other then that everything is healing. started my vitamins today .. still a lil hard to get liquid in but im working on it 
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nsv

May 24, 2012

  today i was putting lotion on and i realized i could feel my collar bone, cant really see it but i can really feel it now .. never been able to do that. i always wanted to be one of those people that you can see it in the picture( i think it makes you look skinny) and to kno that i can feel it, that means im getting one step closer 
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pissed

May 19, 2012

 OK .. so i felt i had the right to tell who i wanted to and who i didn't want to tell about the surgery .. but today my friend came over and was being the worlds biggest snoop and even went thru my purse and found my papers from the hospital ..so needless to say the whole town i live in will know the whole story before i even awake up tomorrow .. makes me so mad i wasn't ready to tell certain people and now i cant lie to them if they come up to me and ask .. ohhhhhh I'm so mad ..just when i thought everything was going great she had to show up 
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