5 months out, almost, a whole new world

Aug 11, 2010

So much good is happening! I have a lap, I have energy which I thought might never return, I wear a nearly normal size, I am living in onederland! not since I was 15 has my weight started with a 1! Life is good.
However, it is different and not completely what I had hoped or imagined. I am hungry, a lot! I am eating more than I thought I would be able to at this point, around 1000 cals a day. It is more than I want to be eating at this point. I also resent that food control is still a major issue in my life. I'm scared that if I can eat like this now, what will it be like in a couple of more months and then will I face a serious gain problem........
I love this life so mucgh better than living on death's door and I am so afraid of going back there.

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About Me
Seymour, MO
Location
30.4
BMI
RNY
Surgery
03/15/2010
Surgery Date
Feb 09, 2010
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