7/16/11 finally back to this site

Jul 16, 2011

well life has honestly sucked this year. on feb 8th my little brothers birthday i was diagnoised with an ectopic pregnancy. my first baby ever and i lost it. after that my mom fell terminally ill again we found out she has a rare blood disease called osler webber rendu syndrome. it causes slow death bleeding internally and we are currently fighting with constant blood transfusions and trying to stop the bleeding its an ongoing battle. 2 weeks ago i found out i was pregnant again i was sooo excited i imediatly made appointments becuase i really hoped it wasnt ectopic....guess what!!?!?!? it wasnt!! omg i was sooo happy becuase aug 1st me and my fionce are getting married. we were soooo excited til my ultrasound thursday. it showed a little black spot they said early pregnancy. the dr then called me yesterday my hcg had dropped and i miscarried today. as far as my lap band i went from around 455 lbs down to 232 and with everything going on in my life today i was at 283. life is really being difficult for me this year. ill be 26 in 3 weeks im afraid ill never have kids, my mom is ill and i have about given up on my lapband. i really hope things start to turn around and soon :(

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SCOTTSBLUFF, NE
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12/20/2007
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