Getting out of hand

Feb 04, 2014

Hey guys, Christopher here.

It's been almost a week since I wrote something here. Let say that everythng was going fine and I didn't need to write anything. Of course, nothing is fine. I still have excess weight to lose and no solution for that problem. But I'm trying to stay positive and keep the faith in myself.

Anyway, today I'm writing because last night was a nightmare. As you all may know, Super Bowl started and me being a guy, it's normal that I go out with some friends to watch the game in the local pub, or we gather at somebody's house (ususally where we have a TV big enought) and watch it there.

The first game was on Sunday, right? Yes, on Sunday. We decided to stay in and go to  my friend, Mike.  He has a 50" TV and the experience is great. Everybody brought something do eat and something to drink. Normally we had beer and some snacks. We ate, drank and watched the game. At the end, Broncos lost. Well done Seahawks :)

Now back to the point. I came home really late, took a showe and went straight to sleep. In the middle of the night I woke up and couldn't fall back to sleep. I was breathing heavily, felt some pain in my chest and I was sweating like crazy. Don't know why. When I lay on my back, I felt like there's an elephant sitting on me and I could barely breathe. And when I rolled over on my right side, I had the worst acid reflux you can imagine. That was like 2am. I took some medication for the acid reflux and around 3am i went back to sleep.

I didn't get enought sleep so during the day I was very cranky. I went to work like that, which was not good. An employee made some simple mistake in a report (didn't add two number correctly) and I snaped at him like he did something really terrible. After he stormed out of my office, my boss came in to give me a warning about my behavior! I was really ashamed :(

After that I went to buy myself some new clothes, because the ones I have, don't fit me anymore. There are a few jeans that do, but that's not nearly enought. I can say that I got really pi**ed off when I found out that I have to buy almost the biggest number in the store. I almost snaped at the girl who works there.

I came home, had dinner, took a shower and went to bed early. Slept good the entire night.

Guys, this situation about my weight is getting really serious. I need to do something. Can anybody give me some good advice? Should I go with diet first, or should I just skip it and go straight for the surgery or maybe some surgical alternative?

Appreciate your advice,

Untill next time,

Christopher

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