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Nov 05, 2010

Its been a ride getting cleared for surgery but i have all of my clearances done!!! its a time full of  excitement for the next step towards my goal of getting healthy. I have been working so hard. ive slipped up a few times but ive stayed on track. the thing that has me bummed is that me and my partner broke up. she wants to focus on finding herself and i feel like the progress i have made towards surgery has caused some of this. i feel bc im doing somthing life changing for myself she wants to go off and find herself and work on her. she was suppose to be my support and help me through this and i feel like she is leaving me at a very important part of my life. she says i am being selfish and in reality i am but in a good way. im putting myself and my health first right now. I dont know how this will effect my surgery date and what i should do bc i dont know how i could handle recovery alone. i guess if i get someone lined up for the kids i will be ok.

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