Claws253
PROTEIN!!!!!
Jan 03, 2009
Well, here I am 16 days out. It is really great! I have had 2 bad days, just nausea mainly. I had a bad pain under my right breast going to my shoulder. It felt like a knife. We went to the ER and they did all kinds of tests and come to find out it was GAS. I hate that damn stuff! That has been the hardest part of this whole thing. I have not felt hunger since Dec18. I hope it stays that way. I really am wanting cottage cheese soooo bad. I am craving fish also. I have no cravings for junk food, or soda or bread. I told myself that I am done with white bread. I am going to do my best to NEVER eat it again. I believe that I am like a drug addict.....I just can't even have a little taste. If I don't start I don't have to worry about stopping. That is how I see it. It is just so hard right now to get all of my protein in. Everyone says not to worry it will come. I just am so scared of my hair and nails falling off....I swear I can feel them loosening. I am trying to add more daily, I just get full and don't want to stretch my pouch. I have lost 50lbs!!!!! It is sooooooo exciting!!! I know it is going to happen this time, I am beside myself. It sorta feels like a dream, like it really isn't happening to me. Like I can't believe "I" am ever going to be small. It just seems impossible. I know that attitude is everything, and I have a good attitude, it is just that I have never been small....it has always been a dream of mine. So, I have a hard time excepting that I will be "thin". I know other people do as well, it just is something we have to get use to. I have never once regretted this surgery. Even when I was having alot of pain from the gas. I am so very glad I did this. It is truly a blessing! I just hope I can go to puree's soon!
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About Me
Princeton, WV
Location
54.1
BMI
Surgery
12/18/2008
Surgery Date
Jul 12, 2008
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