Wanda, all the other posters are right...please come to the board for support. Now is the time for you to "talk" with those that have been there. I remember when I first started coming to the boards about a year ago and you were one of the people that were so encouraging to me. I have lost 94 lbs. and believe it was people like you, Janine, Stacy O, Perry, JoAnn (aka the Contessa), and Mama Angel that helped me in my decision to have the surgery.
I would love to give back to you, so if you ever need to talk, I promise I'll just listen. God Bless you, sweetie. Deb