low blow 5-23-09

May 23, 2009

I had my last preop blood work and urine test after my appt on Tues and I got the results in the mail today. All kinds of stuff screwed up and now I'm worried my surgery is going to get postponed.  :(  I know I won't know anything definite til at least Tues but I'm already losing hope. It's like any time I get all prepared for something it falls through and after constantly saying "if I have surgery" and not buying anything for it I started to believe it was going to happen and changed my tune. Now look. I'm going to be really upset if this gets postponed. My fiance took a week off of work and everything. If it gets postponed he can't change that week off so that means he won't be able to be here whenever I will have surgery and I need him emotionally and physically. I'll be lucky if he would be able to get the surgery date off.

Just not in a positive mood today.

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