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Hey yall I forgot my password. Still in the fight. my present weight is 214 pounds. I am ever so grateful for my sleeve. I would not change a thing. ln july it will be one year for me. my goal at that time will be to be in Onederland. I will post again at that time my appointment is July 11th. SIGNED no regrets

OK so I'm home and sleeved and for the most part i have been miserable for two weeks. Went to the doctor yesterday for my two week check up and he says in a few months this will all pass and then he recommended i see a psychologist...go figure because i let him have it when he came in i told him how i have been feeling and he said this is normal for a person with a food addiction. He also moved me to the next phase in the diet where i have to increase my protein intake as well. I hope this blog doesn't scare anyone its just what I'm going through presently. Pray fully things can only go up from here and speaking of up I have gone from 285 pre-op to presently being 260 for the first time in life my husband weighs more than me. Well I guess I will end for now going on the live board to ask some questions now.

OK SO I HAVE PUT THIS OFF LONG ENOUGH AND I TODAY I GOD HAD ME TO READ THE BOOK OF GALATIANS. IN THIS BOOK GOD SAID HE WAS CONFUSED WITH MY BEHAVIOR BECAUSE OF HOW FAR HE HAS BROUGHT ME SO NOW WHERE IS MY FAITH. I HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL YESTERDAY FOR MY SECOND ANXIETY ATTACK I REALLY HAVE TO STOP WORRY SO MUCH AND EXERCISE MY FAITH. THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WISH I COULD DO BUT FINANCIALLY CANT AFFORD TO. THAT BOTHERS ME ALOT ,MY BIGGEST FEAR IS FAILING MY CHILDREN I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT THEM CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHERE THE MANUAL IS TO KNOW WHEN YOU ARE PARENTING THE RIGHT WAY OR SHOULD I SAY THE SUCCESSFUL WAY. I DON'T KNOW....SOMETIMES I KNOW I CARRY TOO MUCH EVEN WITH WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY MOST PEOPLE I SEE MY SIZE END UP HAVING MORE SURGERY AND THE TUMMY TUCK PROCEDURE SCARES ME THE MOST IT LOOKS PAINFUL NO I'LL SAY THIS I AM POSITIVE ITS PAINFUL WILL MY HUBBY STILL LOOK AT ME THE SAME WHEN I AM SAGGING I PRAY HE DOES, I KNOW I DON'T HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS BUT I DON'T WANT TO LET GOD DOWN BECAUSE WITHOUT HIM I AM NOTHING. SO LORD I GIVE ALL MY ANXIETIES TO YOU TONIGHT .I PRAY THAT TOMORROW IS A BETTER DAY AND THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME EVEN WHEN I DON'T TRUST YOU LIKE I SHOULD.  SO MY SURGERY DAY IS JULY 9TH AT 5AM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT AND BEGIN AGAIN,

ok so got my insurance letter in the mail that said i would be having my surgery april 30th WRONG!!!and then i got a date from surgeons office for april 25th WRONG and then rescheduled to may 1st WRONG AGAIN now they have rescheduled me again to may 15th lets hope sooner or later we can be on one accord this late in my journey i am getting very aggravated and i even told myself i would not post again until i got my date well as for now i am back on atkins because as you know with aggravation comes eating and that has not helped me in the least. This week i am consuming myself with work so i can keep my mind off of this journey and just maybe it will make my time go by. well enough venting for now...ANYBODY OUT THERE?????HOLLA IF YOU HEAR ME AND PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS. THANKS

ok so i go to the surgeons office on wednesday and was told by the nurse i will get my surgery day and time that day i am hoping its pretty close because my insurance papers say april 30th and i have already planned everything according to that paper. I will definitely be sleeping real light tuesday night i am already excited now.lets have a moment of silence now and pray all goes according to plan.sometime i think i over plan:)

Hey you know what this is getting pretty exciting Honestly I haven't been following my diet to the t but still i rise hahaha....Any way got two doctors appointments this week and I am very excited. Got another appt on April 13Th and they say after that visit I wont be able to drive Thank God for my husband and my momma...This is truly a week all about me because for the first time ever I am going to see a dermatologist about my hair. Thanking GOD right now for prosperity and continuing to bless me and my family indeed.

I am here to state that i have been approved for the gastric sleeve and i could not be more happy. A couple of goals I have are to know what a size 7 feels like also to be able to cross my legs and to be able to put my laptop in my lap lol....I am including my childern on my journey because we all need to lose weight all spring break we have been doing fitness kickboxing i pray for the day where i can actually afford to join the gym as a family i know this would really help us all until then back to the family walks with leslie sansone..........My surgery date is April 30th. Let the real dieting begin today i havenot eaten anything accept a 6in tuna sub from subway and lots and lots of hot water...I'll be posting again as my day draws near thank you god for allowing me to have a strong finish in life.

i finally transmitted everything now the surgeons office states they will call me today to let me know if i need anything else. i hope she says they have everything they need and then submitt i am also praying they approve the sleeve i got a lot of praying to do dieting too i have really fallen off i can feel my stomach hanging and that feels gross!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!will write later to let you know what happens

Hey guess what my insurance company now covers the sleeve i am so excited i pray that i can get approval to have one.I am still in process of this approval as well.....so whats holding me back now lets see i owe the nutritionist 120.00 and i also have to go to the hospital and pay for medical records. We will see what happens if i can ever get my finances in order i can go and have these two thing completed..As far as my weight goes i have to get back on track effective today that means i will start back walking and get a new sweat suit i really need four sauna suits cause they tear easily two for me and one for both of my girls. So we can all be in shape together.

So far i'm progressing slowly but surely and from what i understand with the band that's how some progress. I have no problem with that. Me and my husband are talking about getting married again for our twenty year anniversary and i would love to be able to wear a mermaid style gown. Our first wedding was not big and i would like this one to be way more extravagant. And for our reception i would love to wear an even more surprising dress than the mermaid dress. Just to see the look on his face would be priceless. Am I watching to much tv i dont know but to be the center of attention and feel beautiful for once that would make me feel good.