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just thinking
Oct 10, 2010
I can’t believe I’m getting so close to surgery. I’m starting to kinda panic, in a way I almost want to change my mind. But than I remind myself how many times I have tried to loose weight and because I couldn’t see the results. I would give up even though the number on the scale were dropping I just didn’t see it when I looked in the mirror. Also I’m hopping this will get me off my diabetic meds. I think being diabetic scars me more than hell week.
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starting to worrry
Oct 10, 2010
Today i looked at the calendar and realized I only have 9 more days before life changes forever. I know i’m ready mentally but i pray that i don’t feel too sick for too long. I’m a wimp when it comes to pain but i know the rewards of this surgery out way the cons. Today i’m heading out to buy a good blender and all the things i will need after surgery. I’m still in disbelief that this is finally happening, for so long this surgery has been just beyond my reach that now i’m kind of scared and worried. I have 3 young children and i know this is not going to be a picnic for me or for them.
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I got my surgery date!
Oct 09, 2010
After all my hard work and changing my health care coverage to Kaiser I finally have a surgery date of Mon. 10/18/10. I can’t believe it’s finally happening. I haven’t really had the time to process it all. I have been fighting to have my gastric bypass for over a year and now I have less than 2 weeks to get everything in order and prepare for life after surgery. I know it’s going to be a lot of work but I’m so ready for a healthier me! OK so at my heaviest I was 285 I’m currently at 213 some days I’m at 212 and it took me 3 years to get that number down. My youngest is waking up so I have to cut this short. Will post my journey as it starts to unfold.
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About Me
Antioch, CA
Location
43.9
BMI
Surgery
10/18/2010
Surgery Date
Jan 06, 2010
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