colleen kuntz
OKAY THEN WELL I HAVE NOT ALWAYS BEEN OVERWEIGHT. GROWING UP I WAS AVERAGE, HOWEVER I DID BECOME SELF CONCIOUS AT A VERY YOUNG AGE. MY MOM WOULD NEVER LET ME WEAR STRAPLESS, BACKLESS OR EVEN TAINTOPS BECAUSE SHE SAID I HAD A BIG BACK. NOW AS AN ADULT I SEE ALL THESE GIRLS AND I REALIZE THAT YES I HAD A WIDE BACK IT WASNT BECASUE I WAS OVERWEIGHT. AND SINCE THEN I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN OBSSED WITH MY WEIGHT. I THINK I STARTED DIETING WHEN I WAS ABOUT 16. I HAD MY OLDEST SON WHEN I WAS 17, I WEIGHED ABOUT 150 AND I THOUGHT I WAS BIG, SO I STARTED DIETING...... ABOUT A YEAR AND A HALF LATER I GOT PREGNANT AGAIN AND I WENT INTO PREMATURE LABOR AND LOST MY DAUGHTER. I WENT INTO A REALLY BAD DEPRESSION. ALL I WANTED TO DO IS EAT AND DRINK BEER. THEN MY EX HUSBAND STARTED REALLY LAYING ON ME BECAUSE I WOULD GAIN ONE POUND OR TWO THEN I GOT TO THE POINT WHERE I DIDNT CARE ANYMORE AND THATS WHERE I STARTED REALLY GAINING THE WEIGHT.THEN I GOT PREGNANT AGAIN AND I HAD MY YOUNGEST AFTER HAVING A CSECTION I THINK I WAS AT 320. I GOT INTO A DIET AND EXERCISE PROGRAM AND I DID LOOSE ALOT OF WEIGHT. BY THE TIME I GOT DIVORCED AT 21 I WAS WEIGHTING A GOOD 225 POUNDS. THEN I MET MY CURRENT HUSBAND AND I GOT CONFORTABLE WITH HIM, AND FORGET IT I GAINED ALOT OF WEIGHT. HE HAS ALWAYS SUPPORTED ME IN WEIGHT ADVENTURES EVEN THOUGHT HE SAYS THAT HE LOVES ME THE WAY I AM. I KNOW MY FAMILY IS SCARED BUT I KNOW ITS WHAT I HAVE TO DO IN ORDER TO REGAIN MY LIFE BACK. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO RUN WITH MY KIDS AND MOST OF ALL I WANT TO BE THERE WHEN MY KIDS HAVE THEIR KIDS.
