colleen kuntz
Hello again......
May 07, 2012
hello ya'll....long post...
Nov 15, 2009
the drama i was having with my ex.. well hes finally paying me child support!!!!!!!!! so that's a good thing. we are going back to court though cause he had another child and then left the girl.... so yeah but that's okay i dont care. thank god that i found a good man and that my children aren't lacking anything. the whole issue of me asking for child support was so he could know what it is to take care of a child at least financially.. but enough of that....
so far i have lost 108 pounds from surgery day and 111 pounds since the beginning of this journey. i couldn't be happier. right now I'm at 170. i have been stuck at this weight for about 1 month. i know i need to do more on my behave to loose the remaining pounds but its so freaking hard with work and home and kids... but i have to so i finally talked my sister into getting a gym membership with me and we could go early in the morning before i get everyone ready for school and get myself ready for school. however i do need to quit snacking and eating some of the things that i have been eating. i dump but just a little but its with like milk and things like that. why cant i dump with those freaking bite size chocolates??? lol... i know its up to me to stop myself but sometimes I'm so stressed that i still turn to food for comfort... so that needs to stop.
i recently bought a home so we where really busy with that move. i got the esure procedure so i don't have to worry about getting pregnant. not that i would want more kids but i already have 2 of my own then 4 stepkids so I'm good. i have also come to realize i have big girl syndrome. i know I'm literally half the person that i was but 95% of the time i see myself as a big girl. its funny cause i go shopping and i head for the plus size section and well it don't fit.... I'm down from a size 24-26 to a size 12-14 depending on the brand. i have so many people tell me how skinny i am and that i should loose anymore weight but I'm not even close to my goal or to my doctors goal. so oh well... i have also notices alot more attention from the male species...lol... that's always a laugh cause i thing to my self if i was still big they wouldn't even know i exist!!!!!!!!!!!!!
one thing that really bothers me is that my husband now calls me Annie...... yeah short for anorexic!!!! that really pisses me off. but other than that I'm doing good. i need to take some pics besides the trampy ones i posted..... its just that i still don't like to go in front of the camera. i mean with clothes i look good but i have so much loose skin its enough to fit another person!!!! but that was to be expected. my boobs are heading south really really fast.... however people don't believe me when i tell them I'm 29.... they think I'm alot younger so that's a good thing,,,
so i know this is up to me to change and I'm not looking for sympathy or anger but i do need some encouragement to get back on track. i did all this to be a healthier person and even though i have changed my habits. sometimes they come back and bite me on the butt!!!!! and i really don't want to fall back on bad habits what have you guys done to change those little pesky habits that just don't seem to go away????
hey ya'll
Jul 24, 2009
WORK!!!! WORK !!! WORK!!!
May 13, 2009
I ALSO WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE GIVEN GREAT SUPPORT AND THOSE OF YOU THAT HAVE LEFT ME ALL THOSE INCOURAGING MESSAGES. ITS THANKS TO PEOPLE LIKE YOU ALL THAT KEEP ME GOING AND THAT SNAP ME BACK INTO SHAPE!!!!
r u serious!!!!!
Apr 27, 2009
Lord please give me patience.....
Apr 09, 2009
Sucker!!!
Apr 08, 2009
I FINALLY had my child support hearing yesterday.... omg my ex is such a punk!!!!!..... he claimed that he had my son for 5 years that i only recently got him back and that he would provide financially for him and stuff. i was seeing red but thank god the clerck didnt believe him... my ex even had letters written by his mommy saying that he had my son... i didnt say anything becasue i was afraid of stranggling his ass!!!!!!!. for the record i have never let my kids out of my grip... sure he would take him 2.5 days out of the week and i would have him the rest of the days. i have day care records, hello!!!!.let me explain my past a litlle.....i was married to him in 1999. i had my son in 2000... i caught him cheating on me 2 weeks after i had my son ...so i left.. not once did i ask him for anything...nothing.. thank god i had a good job and i was making money... then i got remarried to my current husband and he has a great job and has always provided for my two kids... so my ex got a good job now but doesnt want to give me child support but he expects me to hand over my son every weekend..... and now he has his souse pregnant... dont take it wrong im not vindictive even though he deserves it!!! he was very abusive.. i also like his spouse we talk alot. but i dont think it is fair that there are times my son doesnt want to go with his dad and he threatens me and mkes my son cry!!! so anyhow we went to court yesterday.... i got primary custody, and 700 a month in child support.. he was suppost to give me 9000 in backpay but he started being a punk about it... so i felt bad and said he didnt have to give me backpay... i dont need it and thank god my son doesnt either!!! but today he is texting me telling me that he just cant pay that amount that we should agree to lower the child support... can you believe his nerve... im not trying to bash him or any man.. i love my husband and i have all boys!!!! but come on give me a break....... i should have taken the backpay!!!!anyways just wanted to vent a little...oh yeah i also bought some dessert protein the vanilla bean. i made it with ice yuck!!!! totally gross. so i made another one without ice it was pretty yummy!!!!!
today was a good day!!!
Apr 02, 2009
AND THE VERDICT IS......
Mar 25, 2009
stupid stupid stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mar 06, 2009
for about two weeks i was getting out of control. i couldnt feel myself get full. so i would literally eat until it was too late and i would puke. so i started taking my protein shakes and vitamins like im suppost too and everything changed... i know it was all in my head but i have that full feeling again. i know when to stop eating before i feel like exploding and puking.....so its good so far. i had hit a tiny stall for like a week and then the numbers started going down again!!! yeah!!!!! oh yeah i tried some new protein shake whey isolate 360... its really sweet...............toooooooooooo sweet.......................... blahhhhhh i will stick with my nectar cappuccinno thank you very much!!!!!! anyways got to go... its my sisters birthday and we are going to go sing happy birthday!!!! dont worry no cake for me. i will wait till way later...i dont feel like puking tonite!!!