stupid stupid stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mar 06, 2009

okay i did the stupidest thing i can think of. first i made some beef soup and it was delicious i ate until i was full about 1/4 of a cup then i saw my hubby eat a corn tortilla with homemade chile so stupid me i got one i put chile on it and then it happened i felt like i wanted to explode..... yeah it went down the toilet.... so the next day we were at target and my hubby again tempted me with a bite from his pretzel...... it literally took about 30 seconds after i chewed and swallowed for it to upset my tummy, throw up in the parking lot and make me feel like crap all day long...... come on i had one bad experience with tortilla  the day before then i make another stupid mistake the next day with the freaking pretzel...... i just dont learn.

             for about two weeks i was getting out of control. i couldnt feel myself get full. so i would literally eat until it was too late and i would puke. so i started taking my protein shakes and vitamins like im suppost too and everything changed... i know it was all in my head but i have that full feeling again. i know when to stop eating before i feel like exploding and puking.....so its good so far. i had hit a tiny stall for like a week and then the numbers started going down again!!! yeah!!!!! oh yeah i tried some new protein shake whey isolate 360... its really sweet...............toooooooooooo sweet.......................... blahhhhhh i will stick with my nectar cappuccinno thank you very much!!!!!! anyways got to go... its my sisters birthday and we are going to go sing happy birthday!!!!   dont worry no cake for me. i will wait till way later...i dont feel like puking tonite!!!

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