WORK!!!! WORK !!! WORK!!!

May 13, 2009

HEY EVERYONE!! IM SO SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON LATELY, OR THAT I HAVENT POSTED AND THAT I HAVENT WRITTEN BACK TO SOME OF YOU!! I HAVE JUST BEEN SO FREAKING BUSY WITH WORK. ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY!!!! 99.9% OF THE TIME I GET HOME AND I WANT TO THROW A TANTRUM LIKE A LITTLE KID WITHOUT THEIR NAP!!!! BUT THINGS ARE LOOKING UP ON MY LITTLE PIECE OF THE WORLD... THE EX WELL HE IS STILL AN ASS!! OUR COURT ORDER BECAME EFFECTIVE MAY 1. I THINK I TOLD OYU GUYS ABOUT THE SHANANIGANS HE MADE HERE AT MY HOUSE.!!! HOW FREAKING EMBERRASSING....BUT ANYWHO I ONLY LET HIM HAVE MY SON FOR 1 DAY THEN I PICKED HIM UP.... THEN THIS WEEKEND HE WANTED TO KNOW WHAT TIME HE WAS GOING TO PICK UP MY SON AND I TOLD HIM NO... HE KEPT INSISTING AND WE WERE SUPPOST TO TAKE A TRIP FOR MOTHERS DAY BUT WE ENDED UP STAYING HERE.. SO ON SUNDAY HE CALLS TO TALK TO MY SON AND I GUESS HE ASKED HIM HOW OUR TRIP HAD GONE NAD MY BABY TOLD HIM WE HADNT... WELL FORGET IT HE MADE A BIG STINCK ABOUT IT, THEN I GOT PISSED AND I TOLD HIM TO F**K OFF CAUSE ITS MY WEEKEND ANYWAYS ...NEEDLESS TO SAY HE HUNG UP ON ME AND THEN HE TEXTED ME CALLING ME A LIAR...LOL... OMG I WISH THE GROUND WOULD OPEN UP AND SWALLOW HIM HOLE!!!!!!!! BUT ANYWAYS BESIDES THAT ALL I HAVE DONE IS WORK...I GAINED ABOUT 3 POUNDS THIS LAST TWO WEEKS!!! SOMETIMES I WONDER WHY BUT I HAVENT BEEN EXACTLY GREAT  WITH EVERYTHING THAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING. THEN I SLAPPED MYSELF AND THOUGHT LONG AND HARD...----I MEAN I WENT THROUGH THIS SURGERY TO BETTER MY LIFE. TO GROW OLD AND SEE MY BABIES HAVE BABIES!! SO WHY AM I LETTING THIS ASS DO THIS TO ME AGAIN. WHY DO I HAVE TO EAT MY EMOTIONS!!! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH I STARTED TAKING MY SHALES AND IM TRYING TO EAT BETTER. I HAVE ALSO STARTED EXERCISING AGAIN!!! I WAS AT 213 THEN I WENT UP TO 220 I AM NOW DONT TO 215 AGAIN!! I WILL NOT LET THIS JERK MESS UP MY LIFE AGAIN!!! SO I KNOW I HAVE TO STAY STRONG AND JUST IGNORE MY EX AND TRY TO MAKE THE BEST OF THIS SITUATION!!!

I ALSO WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE GIVEN GREAT SUPPORT  AND THOSE OF YOU THAT HAVE LEFT ME ALL THOSE INCOURAGING MESSAGES. ITS THANKS TO PEOPLE LIKE YOU ALL THAT KEEP ME GOING AND THAT SNAP ME BACK INTO SHAPE!!!!

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