Starting Over

Jan 08, 2011

 It's been a while! I had all but given up on the idea of ever having surgery, but we got to pick a new insurance at work, so here I am again! It's not that I wasn't approved last time, I just didn't have $9000 in my pocket to pay for it at the time. This insurance pays so much more, and I can actually afford it!! I am so excited. I have to redo all my pre-op evals and everything, but it will be worth it. I can't wait until tomorrow morning when I get to call and make an appointment. 

I went through something terrible after I had to cancel my surgery. I got so depressed, started smoking again, I just gave up. I guess because everything that I had been working towards for over a year had just gone down the drain. Now I am trying to quit smoking again (which I have to do in order to have surgery). It sucks, wish I had never started back up.

I am so glad to be back 

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