People notice

Feb 17, 2011

I've started getting comments about how I look great and I've lost weight and how did I do it.  I haven't really shared with anyone at work about the rny.  I did tell my family and close friends and personal trainer.  I guess I just want to do my thing and be left alone without everyone commenting.  Of course, people comment either way on everything, whether you're doing well or not. 

I notice it in my clothes.  I don't feel like I notice it overly though. I think that is mostly the paranoia that its not going to work.  That I am torturing myself with the initial pain, the not being able to eat now and going to the gym every day for nothing.  The lack of coping through eating too.  Lets not forget that.  I see that other people it just seems to fall off quickly.  I guess my starting weight was 245 Dec 10.  Lost 20 pounds prior to surgery.  Surgery on Jan 10 at 225.  Now I'm at 205.  So 40 pounds is great and I know that.  Not sure why I feel so discouraged.  Maybe the winter, the house I am trying to sell, and the layoffs going on at work.  Going to enjoy the nice warm weather and a long weekend. 

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