Hi Cosette! I just read your profile, and oh sweetie you are gonna do all those things on your list and more!! Welcome to the losing side, woo hoo!! You did it!! You are so in my thoughts and prayers, I teared up so much as I read your 7/18 message, I remember when I was there feeling all those same things, just before surgery! I know we don't know each other, but you can email me day or night with any question, fear, happy moment anything. You've just begun an amazing journey, that I'm sure you will never, ever regret and you've got the best support team here with all these wonderful folks on OH! Kudos to you for making that step despite all your fears! RIGHT ON!! :-)