countrygirl86
Finally found the Point of LIFE!
Mar 29, 2009
Wow...it has been a very long time since the last time I posted a blog on here!!! Approximately 2 years...within that 2 years I have went through the long process it took to get my surgery...GOT MY SURGERY FINALLY!!! My life changed on Monday - March 2nd, 2008 at around 9:30 in the morning. It was very smooth...painful when I got home after two days of being hospital bound, but not unbareable! It has now been almost a month since. I have lost over 26lbs...I am now trying to get exercise under control...its really HARD!!! I am so extactic with the changes I can see in myself so far!! I finally was able to buy a pair of jeans from Maurices and not in the plus size section!! I also can fit into my Brother's XL shirts...some of my Mom's shirts. I weight a little less than my Dad - IT JUST FEELS SO GOOD!!!! My friends keep telling me that we are going to get our bodies bikini ready - including me - for this summer > But I doubt I get in a bikini just yet....Also, within the last two years I was in one serious relationship with a guy that I went to school with. He liked me before and I secretly liked him and didn't think that he liked me...then I met my ex, so to find out the only reason he didn't say anything was because he knew I was in a relationship already...we aren't together anymore, but that shows you that if you don't gain the confidence and try things out you might miss a good opportunity!! Even though we aren't together anymore...he helped to show me that! I also found out that guys will use you as well...just because they tell you are beautiful and that they love doesn't always mean that they do...so advice to you lovely ladies....BE CAREFUL and DON'T MOVE TO QUICKLY JUST BECAUSE THEY SAY YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL OR THAT THEY LOVE YOU!!! In the past I have been very picky with the people I have been involved with...I refused to lower my standards in a man!!! I unfortuneatly started a open relationship with one of my best guy friends. He is so different from any guy I have ever dated! There is just something about him. We both agreed to keep it friends because we didn't want to ruin our friendship, but being around each other, neither have been able to keep it that way. I didn't want to start any relationship because of my surgery, but I'm afraid that I have fallen for him. We have both said that we might change our minds in the future, but I believe that if he would ask me to be official...I would say YES! I am scared though...because he is so hard to read. I don't know what he wants and I don't want him to know exactly how much I like him!! I guess TIME CAN ONLY TELL...
I am no longer that depressed young girl I was in my last blog!!!! THANK GOD!!!! I know now that if someone can't see the person I am and love me for every bit of it, than it is there loss! I WOULD DATE ME, OH YEAH, I'M HOTT!!! You might think of me being stuck up, but really I have not ever been able to feel this way about myself - EVER!!! By goly...I am WORTH IT, I AM A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN, I HAVE A GREAT PERSONALITY, I'M INTELLIGENT...I DO HAVE A POINT TO BE ALIVE AND EXPERIENCE THE WONDERFUL WORLD THAT GOD has provided for us!!!
If there are any single guys out there who have had the surgery would like to talk or keep in contact please let me know...I need somemore guy friends...lol...someone who can help give me advice ;)
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Iberia, MO
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39.9
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Dec 26, 2007
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