How Times Flies!

Dec 29, 2011

I know that I've not been keeping up on the bloging.  So what has happend since the last time I was here and now.  Let's see my relationship with my long time boyfriend has gotten better and deeper. I couldn't ask for more in that department.  I had to take a leave of absence from my job in October when it changed so dramatically that I couldn't handle it.  Never let it be said that the mind and body do not know when you can't do or take much more before it breaks.  In that time off, I had to learn how take care of me.  I thought I did, seriously I thought that with the surgery I would learn to put me first.  I guess I didn't.  I'm also having problems with motivation.  I mean here I am, dealing with regain.  Do I let me stay here for a little bit until I get my inside self healed or do I force myself to look in mirror.   It is not often I admit that I'm afraid or that I allow my pride to stop.  It was hard enough for me go into intensive therapy.   I'm learning to tell people no.  first itme  ever


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Milwaukee, WI
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Sep 19, 2000
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