Half way there

May 30, 2011

As of yesterday I am 7 days done with my liquid diet.  I only have 7 more to go then on the 8th day my surgery.  I know it's common to have doubts and I am.  I am starting to mourn the loss of my food.  I love the taste of my food.  I'm not really a binge eater or stress eater I am just an eater because it tastes good.  I have felt better since eating better but I fear not ever having a taste of potato salad or bite of hot dog.  I want to enjoy the same as everyone else on a holiday and not be odd man out.  I have lost a total of 20 lbs. since January.  Only 6 lbs from 1 week on liquid diet.  I have had a positive addittude and I know I can overcome this feeling but I do worry about how slow my weight loss is.  I fear my body will fail me in losing the weight that I need to.  Just needed to vent a little and maybe a little support.

Michele

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