Buyers Remorse

Jan 22, 2011

I had my surgery on 12/14/2010 and I am so unhappy,  Everything was going just fine until I got sick and was unable to eat or drink anything.  I ended up in the emergency room twice and on the second time they found that I had a leak.  I spent 12/29-1/7 in the hospital.  I was so miserable.   They had to do an emergency surgery on me to repair the leak.  Well, I found out I had another leak in the same area.  Can you say buyers remorse??????  I haven't had anything to eat or drink since 12/12/10.  I am so miserable right now.  I prayed and prayed and researched and researched and now, I am at home with a feeding tube and unable to put anything in my mouth until either 1. the leak heals itself, 2. they put a stent in the sleeve, or 3. they convert to a gastric bypass.  I do not want to have another surgery, so option 3 is just not for me.  I have lost 36lbs in one month.  The weight isn't even important to me anymore.  I just want to feel better.

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