Rough Ride

Apr 16, 2011

It has been almost 6 months out and the surgery has not given me but a few minor complications that is normal for most. I don't dump but I wish I did and I can eat just about anything without a problem. I do have a major problem though, I have severe depression, bi-polar and just found out might as well make it a triple with ADD. So the past two months I have been pushing it with what I have been eating and drinking. I was/am addicted to soda. 

The end of Feb I basically broke and took leave from work. Since then the doctors have changed up and increased meds and I am finally getting a handle on my eating and have stopped the soda. So my weightloss has started back up again and I did not ruin my pouch. I so thought I did. I was so mad at myself on top of everything else. I couldn't believe I was letting my triple decker help me ruin what I fought for so hard. Which depressed me even more and was a vicious cycle cause then I would eat more.

Today I proudly posted a 6 month comparison pic. I am half way there. I will get there. It may be a battle against the triple decker but I won't give up. I am grateful for this site. It has helped me regain my accountability and given me a place to vent and share and receive much needed info. 

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About Me
Lawton, OK
Location
51.3
BMI
RNY
Surgery
10/21/2010
Surgery Date
Jan 22, 2010
Member Since

Before & After
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Felt like such a blob and hurt everywhere
340lbs

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