cyn30az
october 26, 2009
ok so i havent updated in such a long time i find myself busy with a life now ..lol i am raising 2 kids now i have my neice going on 2 yrs and my son whos 6 now i am trying to get insurance to help pay for a tummy fat removed cause there is plenty there im so self conciece more than ever but i can walk around and be active i just thankfully am supported by a great bra and under garments lol im at 220lbs ive gained about 30 lbs in the last year im able to eat junk and sugars and im slidding off to old habits it will never get to like before but wow how easy it is to get back where i was im remaining happy and staying focused
november 25,2006
today my family is going home i had a wonderful thanksgiving just spending time with the family i didnt get to eat like ive always done in the past but i still cooked and i enjoyed the family i wasnt concerned about what i wasnt eating im so happy .... i finally feel like i found a place and a peacful place i might add with food it used to be my best friend now were just like old friends we who talk very little ...lol im happy and as of the 13th im done 64lbs and not so much the pounds im feeling great ...
ovember 14 ,2006
well i just got back from my appointment in pheonix at the surgeon i lost 64lbs in 6weeks im so excited .. im still having so much problems with food and he said that streching a band so im excited about that hoping i will be feeling better soon .. but the weight loss is just amazing and i didnt even have to use my wheelchair which was a great inspiration to not eating ...lol well i have more to update and i will my journey is long and im ready
november 06 , 2006
today is a monday its been about a month and a half after surgery i have been struggling about getting any food in ... i feel better off not eating ive thrown up so much i thought i would never i hate to throw up but thats what feels good ... i cant seem to get anything inside .. yes im losing i havent weighted myself since the first appointment 12 days after surgery i was down 27 lbs yes 27 thats the good thing but im hating life and feeling it would have been a little better than this i havent eaten anything in like a week the last thing i ate was string cheese and a orange well i just drank the juice from the orange but it was enjoyable ... but everything else gets stuck .. they say i might have a sticture i have no clue what that is so im gonna ask when im there on the 13 of novenmber next monday i go for the 6 week check-up so i will then weigh myself ... i cant wait to hear the news of how much ... well ill update you later ...
the next entries are from my old profile thats why the dates are a little different
CYNTHIA CINDY MOMMA OR SIS GIRL SWEETNESS BBW OR QUEEN IM ALL THE ABOVE WITH JUST ONE THING .... IM 31 INTESTED IN LIVING A FULLFILLED LIFE WITH MY SON I PLAN TO BE ALIVE UNTILL I HIT 100 AND 5 SO WITH SOME DEVOTION AND SOME HARD WORK TRYING TO GET MY PRIMARY CARE DOCTOR TO GET HELP FEELING OUT THE PAPERWORK IM OFF TO =SEE THE SURGEON FOR A CONSULTATION IVE BEEN THROUGH 3 DOCTORS JUST TO TRY AND GET A REFFERAL FOR A CONSULTATION... IM GETTING SO DEPRESSED ON GETTING MY HOPES UP JUST FOR SOME OFFICE ASSISTANCE TO CALL AND SAY WELL WE FILLED OUT THE WRONG PAPERS ILL LET YOU KNOW ...... NO I CALL THEM AND BUG ... WITH THE UPMOST KINDNESS ... ITS JUST NOT HELPING MY HANDS ARE TIED AS IM THINKING ABOUT SWITCHING TO ANOTHER PCP A DOCTOR WHO IVE BEEN TOLD WHO HAD THE SURGERY HIMSELF SO IM CROSSING MY FINGERS TWICE FOR THIS ATTEMPT FOR A REFERRAL FOR A CONSULTATION WITH DR JUAREZ... TELL ME ONE THING THAT IM NOT DOING WELL ... IVE BEEN TRYING TO DIET ... BUT I SWARE NOW THAT IM ALMOST IMMOBILE POUNDS DONT COME OFF AND SCALES DONT WORK FOR ME I CANT FIND A SCALE TO WEIGHT ME BUT I THINK IM AROUND 450 LBS OR MORE ITS CRAZY TO THINK IM THAT BIG BUT IM BARELY WALKIN ITS CRAZY I THOUGHT BECAUSE IVE ALWAYS BEEN BIG MY WHOLE LIFE AND I NEVER HAD PROBLEM SOCIALIZING OR MEETING MEN THAT I WOULD EVER COME TO A STATE WHERE I AM IM MISRABLE INSIDE WITH A SMILEY FACE OUTSIDE SO THE WORLD WILL SEE ME AS THE HAPPY FAT CHICK ...LOLWELL NOT NO MORE IM TAKING A STAND AND IM DETIRMEND TO HAVE THIS SURGERY AND IM ASKING EVEYONE OUT THERE WITH ANY SOLUTIONS OR WHO WANTS TO BE MY ANGEL FOR SUPPORT IM ASKING AND BEGGIN FOR SUPPORT ... I NEED HELP I HAVE A 2 YR OLD SON WHOS JUST TO CUTE AND WHO LOVES HIS MOMMY AND IM JUST AS CRAZY ABOUT HIM ... BUT IM AFRAID WHEN ITS TIME FOR SCHOOL AND BASEBALL GAMES AND FOOTBALL GAMES WILL I BE ALIVE FIRST AND FORMOST 2ND WILL I BE AN EMBARASSMENT TO HIM I NEVER WANT MY SON TO HAVE DEFEND ME THATS WHY IM HERE TO DEFEND HIM IN LIFE ... WELL I NEED HELP WITH EVERYTHING PLEASE GOD SEND ME AN ANGEL
well its now december 22 almost christmas and i asked santa for some slippers and perfume and some help gettin my primary phsician to get that referral flowin and honestly ive been really good this year so if anyone out there knows santa tell him cindy said "dont forget me"......
its january 6th 2006
im changing primary care doctors cause im in a small town and this doctor i have cant fill out the paperwork right so im tryin to change doctors and now the doctor i want is no longer accepting ahcccs patients sooooooo.... im stuck for a minute but i start weight watchers tuesday so hopefully i can do something and stick with it ... i need all the support possible i hope im able and confident enough to speak at the meeting and ask for all the support because this weight loss is going to be a long journey for me .... i just hope it works this time ... also i have a new friend well its a old friend from junior high and guess what she is a good support team shes trying to get approved for surgery also so hopefully 2006 will be our year i havent weighed myself for 3 years i last weighed my self at 398 3 yrs ago before my son so im guessing my weight be 50 more but who knows ill find out on tuesday at my first meetin ..... ill keep you informed on me ....
march 8th 2006
hello ya'll its me again and yes i finally got my referral for consultaion to the surgeon it was sitting on someones desk and my primary didnt notify me .. i was so mad ... its been approved since dec 15th i just found out by calling to raise hell with my insurance company on march 1st so i was pretty pissed off and now i need a extention on it i go for my consultation and my seminar the same day march 31st 2006 im soo happy because this is the first step to turning my life around ... well ill be updating later after my seminar and consult ...
march 27th 2006
yes today i finished my phyc evaluation i know its before my consult but i wanted to be ahead of the game i have been researching and holding my breath for soo long it aint funny so im all done with the things i need for the consult i have my phyc eval. and support letter from my pcp and did my health history report online and asked my pcp to refax the refferal just so no one says they dont have it and i might just go get it so i have it in hand ... im so scared that im missing something or something will go wrong i havent got any hopes up because ive been doing that far to long just for a refferal for a consult i know this is the first step .. but dang im nervous i got great advice from oh members and the key is to be honest and ask questions .. so until friday the 31st im waiting and family and friends are praying everything goes in my favor ... well thats all cindy
FEB 17TH 2007
WELL SO FAR AS THE 12TH I WEIGH 372 LBS I LOST 137 LBS SO FAR IM SO HAPPY IT HASNT EVEN BEEN 5 MONTHS .. I FEEL BEETER BUT SOME DAYS MY LEGS ARE SO BAD THEY STILL ACHE AND MY KNEES ARE BAD SINCE BIRTH SO I FIGURED THEY WOULD BE HURTING BUT I FIGURED I LOST A WHOLE PERSON I SHOULD BE FEELING BETTER .. AND I AM .. I STILL DONT EAT ALOT WELL MUCH OF NOTHING IM TAKING PRENATEL VITAMINS AND TRY TO GET IN AS MUCH WATER AS POSSIBLE AND I DO GET IN I FOUND WATER TASTE THE BEST NOW .. THE DIET STUFF TASTE TO SUGAREY AND THE REGULAR STUFF I CAN HANDLE THE STUFF WITH ALL THE SUGAR WHICH IS WEIRD BUT I WATER DOWN MOST OF WHAT I DRINK JUST CAUSE IT TASTE BETTER TO ME .. WELL THIS WEEK IM HAVING A GOOD WEEK AND HOPEFULLY NEXT WEEK I WELL FEEL THE SAME WAY ITS JUST THE MEDICE THAT CONTROLS EVERYTHING BUGS ME CAUSE I WANNA START CUTTING MEDICE DOWN ... BUT WHATEVER ONE STEP AT A TIME THEY SAY .... WELL I WILL BE BACK AND REPOST IN THE FUTURE I REMEBER SAYING I WASNT GONNA LET THIS THING GO CAUSE OH IS WHAT GOT ME THROUGH EVERYTHING .. AND HELP WITH MY SURGERY PLANS SO IM STILL HERE ... LOL CINDY
may 13th 2007
im 323 lbs its almost 8 months out ... i still feel sick everyday i dont understand somedays i feel i can eat but i never get in enough food through the day .. and everything as far as my taste and comfort of food changes daily it sucks but im very happy about my weight loss i just have to learn to eat more .. i need protien ... lol well ill keep posting JUNE 26 TH 2007
HELLO TO ALL MY OH FRIENDS AND FAMILY .. DANG I REALLY HAVENT POSTED ANYTHING GOOD OR BAD IN ALONG TIME .. WOW IM 9 MONTHS POST- OP AND DOWN TO 298LBS IVE LOST OVER 211LBS IN 9 MONTHS .. IM FEELING GOOD THIS WEEK IM STILL HAVING ALOT OF PROBLEMS WITH FOOD ADJUSTING TO MY STOMACH .. BUT ........ I WENT TO CALIFORNIA FOR VACATION AND WENT TO DISNEYLAND AND RODE RIDES WITHOUT WONDERING IF I WAS GONNA FIT .. THAT WAS A MAJOR STEP THERE ALSO .. I CAN HOME WITH WHAT I THOUGHT WAS A SUNBURN ON MY HANDS BUT IT KEPT SPREADING AND STUFF DIDNT LOOK RITE SO I WENT TO URGENT CARE THEY HAD NO CLUE WHAT IT WAS SO I WENT TO A DEMETOLIGIST AND HE SAID IT WAS A REACTTION TO SOMETHING SO HE PUT ME ON A STERIOD AND ALLERGIE MEDICINE AND A CREAM FOR MY HANDS AND GUESS WHAT THE STERIOD IS GIVING ME SO MUCH OF A APPETITE I FEEL LIKE A NEW PERSON IF I COULD STAY EATING THIS WAY I WOULDNT FEEL WEAK .. RUNDOWN OR ANYTHING WOW I LOVE THE WAY THIS PILL WORKS .. BUT ON THE BAD SIDEMY MOOD SWINGS I HAVE LOST ALL MY PATIENTS FOR STUPID PEOPLE TO THE MAX ...LOL BUT HOPEFULLY AFTER THE PILL I WILL STILL BE ABLE TO EAT AND KEEP HEALTHY ... IM HAPPY I STILL HAVE KNEE PROBLEMS WHICH ACCURED ALL MY LIFE SO IM WORKING WITH A ORTHOPEDIC TO HELP ME FIX MY KNEES WITHOUT SURGERY CAUSE I DONT WANT ANY SURGERYS FOR A LONGTIME UNLESS ITS MY STOMACH SAYING GOODBYE ... WHICH HANGS AROUND LIKE A SECURITY BLANKET ... HEHEHE BUT OH WELL AND DATING IS SO HARD FOR ME WHY? ANY SUGGESTIONS .. IM JUST NOT CONFIDENT LIKE I WAS WHEN I WAS BIGGER ... HMMMM WEIRD I GUESS BUT IM OPEN MINDED AND READY FOR A TRUE PARTNER FOR ME ,, WELL IM LOOKING AT THIS OH IN VEGAS ON THE 7TH OF JULY .. SOUNDS GOOD TO ME . GAMBLE FRIENDS FOOD AND FRIENDS AND MORE FRIENDS FROM OH .. YEAH I THINK IM GOING ... LOL WELL THATS ALL IM UPDATE MORE LATER CHECK MY NEW PICS OUT AND LEAVE ME SOME LOVE
Septemeber 24th ,2007
1 year annivesary ... sept 20th im down 246lbs in one year i still have problems with my eating but im going for another edg scope to strech my scar tissue i think that will help .. but im doing good bread and meat and tortillas are a no no for me and ofcoourse grease .. but im half of my body weight and i feel good my knees are shot still so im off balance and its hard 4 me to walk really far and stairs are just crazy for me but i need to build strenth i think im gonna start curves soon to build muscle i feel so weak .. but over all i made the right decision for me and this surgery was it ... i was 521 at my highest weight and for my year annivesary i donated my time in my sons headstart school and had a good time with all the kids and stuff it made me feel good because a year ago i would of never made it to help out cause i couldnt get up and down off the floor or move around without getting crazy out of breath .. thank you to all the doctors juarez and fang in pheonix they are my hero's and my son i adore they just gave me a extra 60 yrs to live i feel ... im loving life thank you
march 16 2008
hello 2 everyone well my weight is just at 200lbs with alot of excess skin but im feeling great i went to las vegas in febuary and i walked and walked and walked i felt good doing that it has been years and years since i was able to walk around and enjoy myself also i started this jorney at 521.. and since oct06 ive lost 321 over half of my body weight its crazy and hasnt been easy everyday for over a year i would get sick and vomit i had no clue i thought i was doing somethig wrong but since ive been on plilosec its a wonder drug i can eat and keep my food down but i have changed alot sometimes i feel myself slippin back into bad food habits and i tell myself ok but then i start cooking ive learned so much from everything i went through so i thank myself for sticking to it and working hard everyday to keep a honest and healthy lifestyle im even helping other it feels great .. i hope everyone checks out my pictures its been a crazy transformation i will keep everyone updated on my sucess and hope you have the same
