its been a while

Feb 20, 2009

Well its been a yr now since I was last here, I have gone thru so much this past year, Im here today because I have started to reconsider surgery, I  can continue much longer like this, Im stuck in fatville, Im so tired of this fat suit and I cant do this no more I dont have the will power anymore to start a diet and loose sum weight,   If you are reading this and you are considering surgery know that I feel your pain and that I understand your anguish. I've had so many lost this past year I was 8 months prego happy thrill and over all shocked to discover that I was carrying a lil girl inside of me I was so ready  for surgery but the news of a baby  well that changed everything but my happyness was not for long soon after it all started, the nightmare I mean My lil gurl was sick and well I made up to eight months when The good Lord decided that she was better off with him, I dont want to talk about this because it still hurts to much so I will move on I lost so many things this years my gallbladder after six weeks c section, the worst physical pain ever and well my husband lft me and my son this past X-mas and so adding to that Im still fat just much sadder but still fat I need to get my self together I need to loose weight I cant take this lonelyless that I have impose on my self because of my weight, If you read this and it touch u pls write bac I can use abuddy just about now

Godbless!
 

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