Big2lil Daisy
10 Days till Surgery!!!!!! uhhh 10 days on liquids!!!!!!
Feb 18, 2011
I am officially 10 days from my Surgery!!!!!!!!!!! Yes, this is becoming a reality, a really scary one at that!!!!! I have major nerves, tons of second guessing this surgery, and also ready to go!!!!!!
I have never had any surgeries, major nor out patient. I was very decided on not ever getting any surgery but this one just had to give. I really want to lose this weight and look good!!!!! I have SO many mixed feelings today. I have decided to do a 2-3 shake day with lost of fluids so that I don't get hungry. I thought all was good but then lunch hour came I did good, did not stop any where and went shopping for water bottles!!!! Lol then I came back and all my co workers were taking about was pizza,cheese,cookies and had taco beel of their desks. Major deceptions with my water bottles... oh well!!!! I am sticking in this and am trying to keep busy (writing this blog) and waiting for the day to be over and go home. I think this will be the real challenge. I have already told my partner to eat before he gets home so that I wont be tempted but I still have to feed my son, so I'm praying for self control and will try to keep my eyes on the prize.
I don't know if I am going over board with this whole nervous thing but I have looked into making a will and am pretty determined to get it done this weekend. I have had some nightmares and am also dreaming about being skinny. So many mixed emoticons.
I will post again next week on Wednesday to document how my liquid diet is going.
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About Me
Marietta, GA
Location
28.3
BMI
Surgery
02/28/2011
Surgery Date
Surgeon
Jan 27, 2011
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