danielle S.

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Update,I'm now at 150 pounds.Maintaining easily.My goal now is to get to 130 by July.The only problems I'm going through is the extra skin,soft body..yuk!I can't afford plastics yet so i'm covering it up.I actually have to buy padded,push-up bras...huh?Yes me the dd girl.it's such a relief to atleast be back here I'm not giving in yet though so new pics comming soon..

im sorry its been a while ive been on following all of your blogs but i havent had the chance to do my own so heres whats been going on.im at 165 now trying to get lower but im sick of this dieting thing so i go down a little but yoyo right back up.im so sorrry to hear about all of your trouble(joychaser)youve been through so much and your georgeous it sucks you are having complications.liz i miss our chats dont know if your still on but hope all is well and everyone you look great keep us updated your very motivational and this whole group has had a huge imapct on my results so thank all of you for your stories, triumphs and support!i want so bad to get to 145 by new years.then im taking  a mainting break which my body makes me do and than ill try one more time for my dream goal of 125.i just feel like i dont have it in me starting at 290 before surgery and 245 at surgery ive busted my ass,starved,thrown up a million times later and i just want it to be done already.my male cousin had rny 5 months ago and has so far droped 130 pounds....wtf!anyway 2 years later ladies im still a work in progress,,lolill put up new pics soon my son broke my camera he decided to throw it over our upstairs balcony and well ,its done.switched back to blonde and loving it so life isnt so bad...take care all.

so here i am waiting for an answer from the ins co.im really freaking out,im afraid to know,if they say no im going to be so upset.i started my weight loss process feb2006.it took so long and it was really hard to get here,this surgeryis another huge hurdle.i hope i get approved.......

it sounds like we have some great things going on in our lives,thats nice for a change.i have 2 days untill my app and im still rying to remain calm.ive researched all the surgeries and if possible iwould like to have the lower body lift done.im afraid they ll say no and if not im scared sbout the recovery.funny thing ive never been afraid of surgery before but i am kind of going crazy with this one.i guess ive wanted this so bad and i hope it happens,it looks good,and doesnt take too long to recover from.the drains are really my biggest concern they gross me out.it feels good to be able to come here and vent.thanks everyone,i wish you all the best!

so ,my weight hasnt changed much,ugh...but i bought a gazelle and im staying as active as possible.im watching what i eat and i know if i keep it up soon the weight loss will pick up again.i am thrilled to say my doc has given me the go ahead to have my plastics done.i am soooo excited hours seem like weeks i dont  see the surgeon untill next week.as long as my lab work is ok im a lil concerned i know my iron isnt what it should be,hopefully the suppluments will fix that before hand. i started this journey of hell in feb 2006 finally i can see the end, thank god!!!!!!would i do the band again?no offense but hell no.id choose easy rny anyday this was sooo hard it was not the one for me but regardless here i am a size 13 and almost done,couldn have done it without this help.
so hang in there if you want it bad enough regardless of how you choose to loose you can do it!(comming from a size 26/28)i know its possible.

ok im nervous,being on a diet is hard but it means so much to me to loose the rest of this weight.i know how ill fell i can imagine it clear as day.i just dont want to fail and i also know it takes time,im so inpatient i weigh myself like 3 times a day when im doing this i just cant wait its terrible being so excited and scared all in one.i know this one is the last chapter and probably the hardest.im not really setting a goal im just going for it for as long as i can.i think this is going to be a good year!
thanks Liz for all of your support i think getting away from the clinic is the best thing you can do for yourself.keep us posted!

since my unfill ive gained 10 pounds and every fill ive had to get back there isnt working .now that the holidays are over im ready to go super diet again.i have an appointment on tuesday,i hope this fill does it i am really depressed about my weight right now i feel terrible.
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liz i hear ya!!!hope all else is well good luck with your fill.

i am so upset.ive gone every freaking week for  fill and last week is the first i felt,i did not say liked but felt like i have a bad feeling.i am at 183.i went up to 191 for like2 minutes and here i am .my doc said not to come back for 4 weeks but im going crazy.im calling right after christmas and asking for more.i thought i was going along so good id be down below the 170 s now im fighting just to get there.it does not help that i live in freeze your ass off ny.i cant afford a gym so im house bound,how the hell do i loose weight like this?my brother in law has a gazelle glider im trying to get him to lend it to me since he doesnt use it.i would love that or a treamill would be even better.ps too boot my hair is crap.i dyed it back to blonde and fryed it and than tryed cutting it myself ...omg...i have to pull it back as best as i can and wear hair extensions to get by,ugh!ok i know theres much greater issues going on in the world but these are just a few of mine and they suck!!!i hate myself like this.

i had a fill 2 weeks ago and it was supposed to be tight but ive felt nothing.im now 183 and miserable...it was so hard to get into the 170 's and now im back here.today i go back and hopefully this fill will do it.i have a goal id like to be in the 150 's in january.if i can do it and maintain untill may /june i can have my plastics done and this nightmare will be over.i just bought jeans and they are 13's Lei .they were so comfy and now i cant breathe in them all my flubb rolls over them..i was really happy and now im sooo depressed i dont know how im going to cut back eating now that ive been eating whatever i want.i hate loving food!!!!!!!winters almost here in ny which sucks even more,no oudoors untill march or april,i hate winter too while im on a roll!!!!!!

10/24/08
the band got so tight i could barely hold down liquids.very odd for me normally as i loose it loosens .my doc emptied me almost half way and of course ive eaten terribly.i know fluctuate betwen 180 -181.i had just gotten down to 174 and now i feel so angry and frustrated.i think im going to try to diet untill i see him again next week i have the flu right now so im not doing too bad,i had a fast food cheeseburger and it was sooo freaking good my gosh its been soo long but afterwards i had heartburn and (guilt) not to mention an( upset stomach).not worth it!!!!!!other than that ive been on chick noodle soup and yogurt.i think after my next fill i should be able to get down to the low 70 s again especially after this breaki needed it.
take care all!thanks for the support!