Well my story hmmmm....it's so hard to know where to begin..I was always thin until I became involved with a boy at the age of 16 our relationship was violent and abusive and I had to leave. I was told repeatedly I was to ugly to go out in public with and to look at the floor when I would go out in public. And not look anyone in the eye. I went through so much pain especially because our son is now going on 15 years old and we have been involved a bad custody battle for so long. I am a good mother and been dragged through so much hell hearing so many lies about me that are not true. Food became my only friend, the one who did not judge me I would eat most of the time to fill the void of my son not being with me. It's a hole that can never be filled but for the short time I was eating I would be on a high that I had control at this very moment and then I would realize that it was not the case I had lost control over how much I ate and then I would eat again out of depression. I am now between 235 and 240 lbs when  I was always around 110 lbs it is to much weight for my body I get tired easily, My knees hurt and now been diagnosed with congestive heart failure. I am killing myself and I need to get healthy to be around for all three of my boys. So starting September 18th which is the day of my 
seminar is a new beginning..... 

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