HELLO FRIENDS,
PROBABLY LIKE MOST PEOPLE ON HERE, I'VE HAD A WEIGHT PROBLEM ALL MY LIFE. ALTHOUTH, AS A CHILD I WAS TOLD (THAT WAS CUTE TO BE SO PRETTY AND CHUBBY). I DID'NT REALLY NOTICE THAT I WAS BIG UNTIL I GOT INTO SECOND OR THIRD GRADE AND REALIZED THAT I WAS THE ONLY KID WITH BOOBS! SO THATS WHERE IT ALL STARTED. ONCE I GOT INTO HIGH SCHOOL ,THINGS STARTED GOING DOWN HILL FROM THERE.  I STARTED TRYING ALL THOSE LOSE WEIGHT FAST POTIONS, TRIED ALL THE YO YO DIETS,WENT TO THE WEIGHT LOSS CLINICS, I EVEN TRIED STARVING MYSELF AND THROWING UP WHAT LITTLE FOOD I DID EAT! MOST OF THE TIME, I WOULD LOSE WEIGHT BUT WOULD GET DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF AND GAIN IT ALL BACK AND THEN SOME! I WAS VERY DEPRESSED AND TRIED VERY HARD NOT TO SHOW IT BECAUSE I COME FROM A STRONG FAMILY WHERE EVEN THE WOMEN REALLY DIDN'T CRY. GOING THROUGH ALL MY UPS AND DOWNS, I ENDED UP BEING 4FT 11IN TALL AND WEIGHING IN AT 246LBS. NOW, ON TOP OF MY EMOTIONAL ISSUSES FROM DEALING WITH MY WEIGHT, I NOW HAVE HEALTH PROBLEMS TOO!  AND DID I MENTION, THE PHYSICAL PAIN I'M IN FROM CARRING ALL THIS WEIGHT ON MY SMALL FRAME. SO EARLY DECEMBER OF 2007, I SAID ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! I HAVE A CHILD AND A FAMILY TO LIVE FOR, AND I WANT TO ENJOY LIFE AGAIN! THATS WHEN I CONTINUED TO DO MY RESEARCH FOR WLS THAT I HAD STARTED FOUR YEARS AGO AND NOW THE BALL IS ROLLING! I AM NOW WAITING ON MY DATE FOR SURGEY AND LEARNING HOW TO BE A HEALTHIER AND HAPPIER ME!

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