Its been awhile

Feb 17, 2009

Yeppers its been awhile since I have been here.  I guess consumed with other health issues that I keep blaming this surgery on with the PHP - nerves have been very intense and I just feel depressed and unmotivated which is so unlike me.  I have thoughts that if I just stayed at the 425 lbs that life might not be happy but I would not be in this pain - I want to enjoy things again and often think when will that happen for me again.  Its just sad to think that I did the work of losing weight to be unhappy.  I have a hard time laughing and enjoying things.  How does one break out of this?  I wish there was some magic that could just zap this stuff from my body. 

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