I'm that in that %5 that doesn't lose weight :(

Sep 22, 2011

I've been thur alot !!! I've lost alot of things , just not weight ,Grrrr  After all the surgeries I had after , I'm tired of trying to change myself < I almost died for what < my Husband Loves me , My son Loves me and , my GOD loves me . I just now learned to love myself , I guess you must almost die , to learn to live :) I want to find out whats wrong , but I'm not sure , I'll fix it , if I need surgery !!!! Life is short enough without me making it shorter !!! taking one day at a time !!! Maybe I should have gotten the Lap band < I can think about what IF now !  Truly Dee

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Long Time Girls !!!

Mar 21, 2011

I started my Childcare again , so it's been crazy , I work 85hrs a week !!  after my surgery i lost some then had another for my bowels and stop losing ????  I realy didn't care ! God showed me that my out is nothing with him in my inside ! ( i found that out the hard way !!!! ) I started losing again , the way I should have in the beging , it just don't really matter as much anymore !! I just Thank Gos that I'm alive & spending time with my loved one more !!!  I must make my 1yrs appointment , I've just stayed clear of Dr all together !!  hope u all are doing good ! Debora
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It's been 2m since I Blogged !I may have a Hernia .

Dec 30, 2010

I Think I have a hernia !!!  well more like a incisional hernia , I scared to have surgey again have any of u had one and what did ur Dr. do to fix it ???   Ty Debora
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Long Time Girls !!

Nov 10, 2010

I'm still alive Girls ! I'm just not feeling like myself , I'm 6m out today ! I tought I'd weigh less by know but I'm still 215 , I haven't changed  must , I have started going to the Gym (4days)  started  working again ,  I really havn't been on OH too much , It's hard to hear and see every body less doing good . it makes me sad that Im in this rut , , Hope u guys are good !!
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Frustrated , What am I doing wrong ??

Oct 09, 2010

I got down down to 215 and today 5m out I'm 517 WT heck ?  I'm lost with out words !!
My body has a mind of it's owen , going to pull my hair out !! cann't work out ,
but I'm going to start anyway !! I don't care !!  count my cal , I don't know I need a vaction from my RNY !!

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Naked Pictures !!!

Oct 08, 2010

NO NOT ME !!!!  Go to Community then Recently uploaded Photos , you'll see the naked Pictures of someone, Look don't get me wrong happy she that happy with her body , put My goodness !!! that a bite much ! to each their owen !!! As far as I go only my husband  will ever be the only one to see that much !!!! Don't mean to offened anyone !! Sorry if I do !!
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OMG need new WLS meeting (Rant)!!

Oct 04, 2010

I drove an Hour away from my home to attend a WLS Meeting and no cared enouge to call me and tell me ,they were not having it !!  I'm going to see if I can go to a meeting near my home !!  That sh--- gets me mad , It's a school nite , thank goodness my son got his homework done !  Understand I driving down highways , Rt 55 then Rt42 Then Rt 130 There's nothing to see on highways !!!!  Ok now that I got that out , I feel better ! going back to work !!!
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My Old Pants ,not only fit but r 2 Big !

Oct 04, 2010

My size old 16's fit and when my husband and I went out I had to keep pulling them up , My husband was laughing at me ,Then I came home and tried on some 16R that I had bought and couldn't fit . Remember I lost alot of weight on my owen before my RNY by working out 7days aweek and doing WW !!! so I havn't been happy with losing the weight bcuz I have been here before , When I get to 206 then I'll have a  party , so For now am going to try on my other pants size 14's to see ! Wish me Luck !!
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WOW and OMG RNY rocks !!!!

Sep 24, 2010

After all the surgerys I have after my RNY I was worried that my RNY wood not work , It's working and Im not even working out ! ( I cann't yet my belly is stiill open ) I sound like a broken record !! LOL  I cann't believe how fast Im losing weight now , Last night I went with my son to Red Lobster , I used the small bread plate to eat from and this morning it show I lost another pound ! WOW and OMG ! cann't wait to get to under 200  , At My biggest I was 299 lost weight on my owen did WW  , it was hard keeping it off , I could lose fast , but gain faster , The day of my RNY I was 271  and now Im 218.4 , I don't know what I would do with out this site , we all understand what we're going thur . No one know I had RNY but a hand full of peps , not even my BFF , Daughter , In-laws , since I had the Bowel surgery they think that that helping me lose weight ! and since I had the same surgey years ago they think nothing of it !!  Ok enoug , going to drink my shake !!   
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I wasn't Recognize today !

Sep 24, 2010

It felt good not to be recognized by some old friends !! Wow , we always look at our self all the time , and it's not untill we see someone we haven't seen i a while is when we see the change we've made . we're just toooo hard on our self , Im the first one to admit it !!  I felt GREAT !!!
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