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Xpost:Blog -   I am trying so hard not to let myself get down but I am so miserable with me. I am huge and not getting any younger. I so badly need to get this weight off...I would do j...

So lonely and disappointed - I am trying so hard not to let myself get down but I am so miserable with me. I am huge and not getting any younger. I so badly need to get this weight off...I would do just abo...

Rocky Road...not the ice cream! - I have a hard time staying on track. I slip and fall off the workout wagon so easily just because I don't feel like it is really doing anything. I look at the people in the fitn...

Rocky Road...Not the ice cream!!! - I have a hard time staying on track. I slip and fall off the workout wagon so easily just because I don't feel like it is really doing anything. I look at the people in the fitn...

Walking Contradiction...but atleast I am walkiing. - I keep spending quality time thinking of my past and being stuck in it. Stuck in what I had and not thinking about what I have, thinking about where I have been not where I am g...

Walking Contradiction...But atleast I am walking.. - I keep spending quality time thinking of my past and being stuck in it. Stuck in what I had and not thinking about what I have, thinking about where I have been not where I am g...

EPIC FAIL: BlogPost - So I am back and working even harder towards my goals of being fit and happy. My surgery was an EPIC FAIL but it is my fault. I didn't follow the rules...I drank wine and other ...

Epic Fail... - So I am back and working even harder towards my goals of being fit and happy. My surgery was an EPIC FAIL but it is my fault. I didn't follow the rules...I drank wine and other ...

need help...best place to find cheap fat clothes - HI all!!!! I am huge but need to get some clothes to go back to work. Where is the best place to get decent low priced fat clothes?

Goodbye best friend - On November 30th 2012 I had to lay to rest my best friend, my precious dog Rocky. He had epilepsy and had a long tough battle with it. On Friday he went into a seizure and just ...

Embarrassed... - Well I made the call today to go back to work. I am so embarrassed about my weight that it is almost debilitating but I know that I can't continue to hide in my sweatpants and h...

scooped up my teen daughter and went to the gym! - She is off school tomorrow too, so I'm taking her tomorrow as well. It's not scary when I have a buddy. She even asked me if we could go everyday, she want me to add her on to my m...

joint and back pain due to weight..... - What can I take to help my knees, ankles and lower back. Since I have gained all this weight my lower back is extremely sensitive and my knees pop and hurt. What can I do to help r...

This time of year.... - This time of year is always hard for me. My childhood family is a mess, my dad has always hated me and made it known. I use to think that there could be some miracle like there ...

This time of year - This time of year is always hard for me. My childhood family is a mess, my dad has always hated me and made it known. I use to think that there could be some miracle like there ...

I wish I could get past myself... - I wish I could get past myself and go to the gym. I use to love working out. Now I am so uncomfortable there. I just wish I could get over myself and get back to the gym on a regul...

Back to blogging, hopefully back on track! - So I gained bout 100# and am off work do to my mental state. My depression has run away with me and I'm doing all I can to get myself better. I joined a gym, but I hate going there...

gained back 100# and need to lose....remind me - Hi friends....i screwed up and long story short i gained back all my weight by drinking...not eating...stupid i know. I have lost my post op books and dont remember what to do to l...

ME! - So I am a few years out for rny and my life fell apart...twice...and I started drinking...heavily like 3 bottles of wine a night. And I am bipolar and extremely depressed, and was ...

I have become an alcholoic and it has caused me to gain back...

suRVIVING ON 800 CALORIES - How do other post op's do the 800 calorie diet I am so hungry I am gagging, have a headache and heartburn. I am just getting back to doing what I am suppose to be doing...fell off ...

I gained 40lbs in 2 months - Doc came back nothing wrong but not enough b12 or vit D. It is my diet and lack of exercise. I slipped into this comfortable wine drinking after work and ordering pizza  for dinner...

IT's all my fault...outta denial - Doc came back nothing wrong but not enough b12 or vit D. It is my diet and lack of exercise. I slipped into this comfortable wine drinking after work and ordering pizza  for dinner...

I gained 40lbs in 2 months - Can someone help me understand I am 3 years out and was doing great...still have the restriction don't eat the wrong stuff stick with veggies and lean protien...didn't change anyth...

ugh! - I always have time to think on Sundays and I think about all kinds of things like being a single mom, the boyfriend I have and that new life that Kayley and I have, and as always m...