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 Ok I'm at it again. My presurgery weight was 244. It's only been 5 days. Yippeeeee. I'm excited.

Awwwww Dannngggg.  I am losing ok, but last six weeks I only lost 2 lbs.  I am down acoording to the Dr's office I am doing great.  I just hit a spot once.  I am about 6 or 7 wks post op and down about 70 lbs or so.  Hmmmm.  I am feeling great and of course I feel I am looking just as great.  
Anyway I started this post, to help me realize that I need to kick it into overdrive again.  I got to get back to my 4 - 5 days work out.  My eating habits have got to get better.  I need to lose about 10 to 12 lbs in 2 months.  Why is Mardi Gras so early this year.  It's Feb 5th.  That don't give me awhole lot of time but I got to do it. I got to kick me back into drive again. 

05/08/07

 111 lbs to go, well that's better than 150lbs. 

Oh Oh I am getting a lil nervous.  Yesterday was a horrible eat day.  I went to lunch with a co-worker (and out of the mouth of Bishop Jake, BackStabbber), who knows that I am on Optifast.  I had said that my lunch would be my meal of the day.  Which was fried chicken.  I know the skin should come off but what the heck this is one time for about a month that I been bad.  I got Fried Chicken, Mac and Cheeze and CheezeCake.  (I never buy the desserts because they are too expensive)  Well I did and guess what, I was sick as a dog.  My head was hurting and  spinning and my stomach was banging.  Well I guess that was my punishment.  I talked to the RN who work in my dept and she said it was because my body had gotten used to not eating like that and that kind of food and was really rejecting it.  I probably gained 5 of the 16 lbs I lost right back.  Probably not, just tripping.

Oh Lawd the day has finally come.  Today is 03/24/07, I should have done this yesterday, but today I do.  I am to the point of just getting to the Surgery Center.  YUP.  I did my preop, my psych, my everything that I had to do.  April 5th is my day.  I was so proud because since my last weigh in which was about 2 months ago, I was at 276, now I am at 261.  Dr. Moore's staff said you need to try to lose weight before surgery.  I was like cool, so first I was like ok "no mo french fries for lunch every day at work".  I cut that out.  Then about two weeks ago, I was like ok I need to kick start some serious weight loss, so I started drinking Atkins.  Now I am 16 lbs lighter.  So yep I am proud.  Well anyway enough of that.  So now I am on OPTIFAST, which I will only take for these two weeks before my surgery.  After that when I drink protein drinks it will be OPTIFAST or something else.