denebbers
My story begins since I was born. I have always been too tall, too thick , too wide, too fat, too big-boned -- to say the least. As an athlete (Track and Field- thrower), I always blamed my weight to the power lifting. But now that i have graduated college and there is no more Track and Field, I have come to the sad realization that my obesity has everything to do to my food addiction. I eat away my feelings- happiness, sadness, loneliness etc. I also eat when Im hungry, and when Im bored! Darn! I am now disgusted with myself. I constantly look at myself in the mirror and try to find the person that I ate many years ago. I have now decided to change my life, before I get any sicker than what I am! All I want is to be able to love myself and...
