I DID IT!

Jan 10, 2008

Yes, that's right, I survived.  If you would have asked me a couple of days ago if it was worth it...let's just say, no comment here.  But I had my surgery on Monday and today is Thursday, and I am feeling good.  Still a little hard with getting all my fluids in.  The water is ok, it's just getting down the shakes that is the hard part.  I am really not that hungry, but I am being a good girl and drinking as much of the shakes as I can to make sure I get my protein in.  It floors me to think that I am not hungry with just drinking liquids all day....I guess the band is working!  The day of the surgery I was so nervous.  My husband stayed with me every minute.  The Dr found a suprise when he went in there,  I had a hyatal hernia (not sure if spelling is right)  I think that is why I was having more pain in the last couple of days.  That is what the Dr said anyways when I called him yesterday.  Have not tried wearing "normal" clothes yet.  Just have been lounging in my pj's and robe.  I am scared that some of my pants will be pressing on the band, it looks like it is put where my waist is.  See I am not a very tall person and the Dr said I have a small torso, so that did not leave him alot of room to put the port.  I have to wear regular clothes when I go back to work on Monday.  I will try something on on Sunday when I go to church, because believe me, I have some serious thanking to do this Sunday!  I finally took the "girdle" off last night and was able to sleep on my side.  That was a treat!  I normally sleep on my stomach, so sleeping on my back for 2 nights was not comfortable!  When I woke up after my surgery and back in my room, I was doing fine with the sips of water.  I think too fine and I did not notice maybe how much I was drinking, because when I tried to drink the apple juice, I got so nauseated!  I had 3 bouts of wanting to vomit.  That is when I starting thinking, why did I do this to myslef!  The nausea went away and I was able to go home that 1st night.  I felt much better when I got home.  I HATE hospitals!  My next appointment with the Dr is next Friday and I hope to weigh in much less. Can't wait to get off this liquid phase!  I do not think I will ever drink another slimfast once I am done with my 2 weeks!
Thank you all out there for your prayers and thoughts....I am looking forward to a healthy, thinner new me this year!

Countdown time!

Dec 31, 2007

I woke up this morning thinking...In 1 week from today I will be waking up and getting ready to go to the hospital for my surgery! YIKES!  I think I am getting nervous now.   Afraid of the pain and afraid this might actually work for me!  I know I need to stay positive.  That is my new years resolution.  To not have doubt about myself.  To know that I CAN do this because having the band will not make it some miracle that I do not have do anything.  I think I will have to work harder than ever to make the band work for me.
I have so much support from my friends and family.  They will be with me every step of the way.  I know I can do this!  Until then, it is count down time to  a skinnier me!
 

I have a date!

Dec 18, 2007

Friday I had an appointment with Dr Oliak and he only ordered blood work, so I could have surgery as soon as 12/26!  I talked to my boss yesterday and we decided the best time would be on 1/7/08.  What a way to start the new year!  Even though I kind of wanted it done before I had to start a new deductable for insurance, I am so happy that I actually having the surgery.  I am blessed.  I know that I will be on my way to a healthier and better looking me.  I started slim fast yesterday.  I took the dr's advise with loosing some weight before surgery.  I don't want a "fatty liver" getting in the way when the Dr is in there trying to put the band on.  But let's be honest...I will be having eating on Christmas!  I HAVE to have my tamales on Christmas morning!  But I think if I behave the rest of the next 3 weeks I will be able to loose some weight!  It is just counttime now!


Whoo Hoo!!!

Dec 13, 2007

Yesterday I got a call out of the blue from the Dr Oliak's office and low and behold, the insurance came through with the approval!  Now I don't have to wait for another 3 months like I thought.  See I was a few weeks into the weight watchers thing when I called the Dr's office to see if this would be the kind of weight loss program that the insurance is looking for.  They actually told me probley not.  I would need to be seen in their office with a nutritionist for 3 months, then the approval will come through.  So I made an appointment with the nutritionist and have been "trying" to follow her program for the last 2 weeks. Also I still have been going to the gym at least twice a week for boot camp that kicks my butt every time.  Anyway. I do not have to worry about the 3 month waiting time  anymore since the approval came through.  I tell you, insurance companies are hard to figure out.
Now I can get the surgery as soon as 3 weeks from now.  Acutally, the 1st date available is Dec 31st!  What a way to start the new year!  I need to verify with my boss first that I can take the time off, but if she says it's ok, I am on my way to the loosers bench.  I have mixed feelings I guess.  Scared that something will happen to me in surgery and scared that this will not work.  I know I can do this.  I know that 2008 will be the year for a better me.
I know I need to thank the Lord above for making this happen.  The only thing is, I wish my Dad would have been able to see a "healthier" me.  I guess he will, since I know he is always watching out for me.  Maybe he had something to do with the approval too!  This from a man that my nickname was "slim" for all of my life.  Now I will be able to live up to that!
So tomorrow will be the 1st actual meeting with Dr Oliak..can't wait!

Progress

Nov 13, 2007

Last week I lost 1.8 pounds and I worked out 3 times during the week.  The eating is where I have problems with.  I just don't want to eat what is right for me!!  This week so far I am doing better.  I am remembering to bring my breakfast every day.  I even worked out on the weekend, both Saturday and Sunday.  I know that if I had the band already, it would help me with the eating.  Still waiting on the insurance.  But at long as I am going to WW every week to log my progress, I know this is what the insurance wants...and the Dr will sign off on it.  We will see what my progress will be this week.  I am going to try harder with my eating this week...definately no fast food this week!


Insurance Sucks!

Nov 02, 2007

Yesterday was the 1st day of my 6 month journey.  I recieved a letter from my insurance that states they need more "clinical" information on me.  What does that mean!?!  I called the insurance, and of course they do not know and they would only talk to the provider.  So I called my dr office and asked if they could call.  The office girl did and got back to me and said they have not assigned a nurse to my case at the insurance yet, so they do not know what else they need in order to approve my surgery.
I feel like giving up!  I did read on my insurance website that according the the pre-req for the surgery, they need a 6 month dr supervised weight loss program.  The programs I have done in the past were only 3 months, and they were not consecutive.  And only one was dr supervised.
So if it is a 6 month dr supervised program that they want, they will get it!  I went to my primary physician to discuss with her and she said she will follow my progress month to month.  She wants me to join Weight Watchers, which will give me a weekly process of my weight and I need to take that back to her for her to notate on my "clinical" file.
I also started back at the gym yesterday and signed back up with my trainer, which will be another person to get me back on track.
I decided I will still go to the support groups where I will end up getting the surgery.  Even though I will be secretly envious that they have already had the surgery!  I will try to keep a positive attitude


Still Waiting.....

Oct 26, 2007

10/26/07
Ok...I finally got the nurse to send the paperwork onto the insurance on Tuesday.  And since one of the nurse's at the office told me to "bug" the insurance to get quicker approval, that's just what I did today!  I called the insurance company, and they did verify they have my file....but the guy told me they are requesting more "clinical info" from my dr.  What does "clinical info" mean???? And the guy on the phone could not tell me either, nor could he give me a fax copy of the letter that was sent back to my Dr.  UGH!!!!  So I called the Dr office and spoke with the girl in charge.  She told me she will be calling the insurance to see what they are talking about...I hope she can get a better answer than me.  Until then I will wait until Monday to get another update...I just HATE this waiting business...it is very defeating.  Especially since I have made up my mind to have this procudure and I keep getting roadblocks.  I need to have the surgery by the 2nd week of December because we have a "black out" period at my work.  Which means noone is allowed to take time off from the 2nd week of December until the last week of Febuary...which I did not want to wait that long!
Until then, just waiting! and reading all the blogs...when I feel like noone understands me, I can always find a blog that cheers me up and I see so many success's and people like me that are on their journey's themselves.


WAITING...and WAITING

Oct 18, 2007

10/18/07
Ok, last Thursday I went to the Dr office for the 1st time and met with the moderator and the physc.  They we both very nice.  I made sure I had all the paperwork the insurance was asking for.  When I left the office I talked to a nurse and she told me that since I have everything set, my paperwork will be submitted to the insurance most likely Monday of this week and that I should start calling the insurance next week to make sure they are working on my case to get my approval.
So...I called the dr office yesterday just to check on everything and to my suprise, the nurse told me they have not submitted the paperwork to the insurance yet, because the phyc did not give her report yet.  Can I tell you how frustrated I am!  I SO want this surgery to happen.  I guess once I made up my mind to have it, I wanted it to happen like NOW.
I know I need to be patient...I will work on it.
Until then...just waiting!!!!!

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