detroitredwing22
I started to gain weight when i became pregnant with my 1st child. I had toximia and was on bed rest for 3 months. my weight balooned from 130 to 230 in 6 months. after that i could never seem to get my weight down. my lowest has been 200 since then and it has been 10 years. now i have diabetes, arthritis in my joints and it is hard for me to walk soemdays when it is rainy weather. i know im beatiful and im a very confidant person, i just wish i looked like it also. the 2 top reason im doing this is because, i want to get rid of my diabetes. my doctor said that becaus eim am 30 yrs old, it will get worse if i dont have this surgery. i dont want to lose my eyesight. and i want to live long enough to see my children married and becoming something in life. my surgery is schedules for july 10 and im so scared. my goal is to become diabetes free, arthiritis free and to weigh a healthy 130.
