A little over 3 years!

Nov 17, 2009

I am still here, still doing well, but feeling a bit scared, I have been under a lot of stress and I find myself eating more often, than I need to, I put on 2 lbs, and I know that is not life shattering, but I am scared none the less.  i do not want to ever be heavy like that again, I had someone say to me on Halloween, have you put a few pounds back on?  I was in a halloween costume, that was not flattering and the lady is an older, nutty person, who speaks without thinking, but I have been so stressed since then, I can hardly think straight.  Why do people even have the ability to talk!!!  i will never be over the feeling of being inadequate.  i will always see myself as a fat person.  Whay is that?  my husband says have the surgery to remove the extra skin, he thinks that will help, but will it?  I am considering seeing a councelor, does anyone think it will do any good?  I know know one reads this stuff, I just don't know what to do!

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