I've so posted in the last 80 days!

Mar 05, 2009

I'm not exactly sure why I have that nasty red and white box under my name...I posted on Feb. 14th!  Well, in my efforts to get rid of that, I will write up a quick update....
Adam and I moved into our new apartment over this past weekend....We are doing so well with putting stuff away, I think we might just be unpacked by the end of this weekend!  I'm very excited...We haven't had a ton of time to enjoy each other yet with all the craziness, but we will soon enough...I'm hoping that now the move is over, we can decide when we can afford to get married...I am thinking May 2010...We'll see though...As far as weight loss, moving was good for me, I've lost two pounds!  I haven't done any dedicated exercise other than packing/unpacking, but I also haven't had time to snack or eat poorly either...Or, I just weigh less in a different town!  Lol...Anyway, hopefully this is enough to take that nasty posting notice off my profile...TTFN!
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Cancun and back!

Feb 14, 2009

So back from Cancun...Have a little color which makes me feel better....Even though we stayed at an all-inclusive type place, I felt like I behaved pretty well...Other than some walking about the resort, I didn't work out, but I came back at the exact same weight as I was when I left...to the decimal point...Even though that number is still higher than pre-Christmas, I'm glad I didn't gain on vacation...From here on out, life is going to get ridiculous to say the least...We're moving into our new place in just two weeks!  I have to pack up my current place of almost eight years!  Ugh!  Regardless, I am sooo excited to move in with Adam....Such a monumentous step in my life indeed!  Here's to not gaining over this next couple of crazy weeks!

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So much going on...

Jan 25, 2009

Whoa...Long time no post...Where to start?  The good stuff...Moving in with Adam (the BF) on March 1st...We found a great apartment right in between both of our workplaces and its got plenty of space so we're excited...We're going to Cancun on Feb. 8th and I am so excited..Adam won an all-expenses paid trip through his work, so I cannot wait to get away and relax and enjoy some nice weather...
The weight has stayed the same since Christmas, but that's not good because it was a 5-6lb gain that won't go away...I've been working on reducing the carbs, which isn't easy, but I have exercised 12 of the last 15 workdays, so that is a good thing...even if its not necessarily helping the scale move...However, after hearing of a dear family friend's sudden passing today, I am not going to sweat the scale anymore...I need to let what's going to happen just happen and hope that I was meant to lose another 15-20lbs...If I don't, I'll just concentrate on staying where I am now and be happy..Life is too short, right?

Anyway, to all my friends out there...take a second to tell everyone you love that you love them...Today...
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Post holiday reflections...

Jan 02, 2009

Just getting back into the swing of things after being in Florida with my family for 12 days...Had some great weather and actually got some sun for the first time in many years since it was so gorgeous out each day...I walked almost every day in Florida with my Mom, and didn't eat anything out of the ordinary, but the scale told me I was three pounds a bad girl!!!  I'm hoping it is just pre-period gains, but regardless, I am back on the elliptical and in the weight room starting tomorrow...My January schedule is very conducive to getting back on track exercise-wise, so I have no excuses...I'm also going to get back into logging my foods into the daily plate so that I can get back in control, since I have obviously gained without realizing it...Admitting it is the first step to recovery, so I am going to admit I didn't do well and FIX it! 
Otherwise, today was my birthday and I had a GREAT day...I went to the local casino with my room mate and then had dinner with my closest friends...For the first time in years, I actually wanted to celebrate another year...I didn't want to celebrate getting older, just celebrating a wonderful year and hope for the future...Did some retail therapy and found some cute new dresses for my trip to Cancun in February...Very exciting things for 2009!  Unfortunately, I have to work all day tomorrow, but I have been off of work since December 18th, so I really have nothing to complain about!
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New attitude!

Dec 12, 2008

So...Got this cute little hat in the mail from my friend's Mom yesterday...It says "Skinny girl" on it...Not sure if I'm ready to rock that in public, but OH is pretty public, so I posted here in my safe zone!  Like so many, embracing the inner "skinny girl" inside is something I have to work on, so here's to trying!
Had my one year follow-up appointment yesterday (yes, I was late)...Down 90lbs according to the MD's scale...Up until about six weeks ago, I had been feeling great...Then I started having some issues with some rather violent diarrhea (three episodes), and more recently vomiting with said diarrhea (might explain the extra 3lbs this week too)....I wasn't totally convinced that it was food related, but I guess it really could have been...My labwork was perfect vitamin-wise, but it did have some slightly elevated eosinophils, which are a WBC that usually flare up when you have allergies or a parasite, but can sometimes indicate more serious things as well...My numbers were not super-high, so my surgeon and PCP think it might just be a fluke, so I am having a repeat CBC next week to see what the deal is...Dr. Mun said it could be a food allergy...If I have a food allergy at this stage of the game I might shoot myself!  Lol...I guess we will see what happens after the repeat blood work next week...Until then, just getting stuff done until I leave for Florida on the 18th!  TTFN!

Holding steady

Dec 01, 2008

Well, I'm now holding steady at 174.2lbs...No complaining because that means I've lost 4.2lbs this month and managed to stay there...I'm very happy with that after no movement for five months!  I have my 1 year appointment with my surgeon on Dec. 11th...Its a little late, but I just didn't have the time to get all the blood work done and get into Boston for an appointment before Thanksgiving...I did well on Thursday too...I've long since gotten over the fact that I can't eat as much as everyone else...It doesn't really bother me with respect to quantity...I do get a little "misty" for sweets here and there, but I'm totally ok with taking leftovers home every time!...Now that my schedule has slowed way down at work, I am going to get back on the workout trail...Today at lunch I'm planning on jumping on the elliptical for 20-30, depending on how my lungs react!  Lol...Here's to getting back on the exercise wagon!

What a difference a year makes!

Nov 19, 2008

 

Long time no update! 

This past year has been such a whirlwind….Even though I have been in the stall of all stalls, I have decided not to focus on the things that I haven’t accomplished, like meeting goal or losing 100lbs.  Today, instead, here on my one year surgiversary, I am going to focus on the positives.

 

What I have lost:

 

·          Depending on the day, between 85-88lbs. 

·          Down from a size 22/24 shirt to a medium (unisex) or a large/XL in misses.

·          Down from a size 20 pants to a 10/12 depending on the brand.

·          Not sure if this is good or not, but down from a size 9 shoe to an 8!

·          I no longer beat myself up over stalls, gains or miscues.

 

 

What I have gained:

 

·          The confidence to stand up for myself.

·          A more positive outlook on life.

·          The ability to help others help themselves.

·          I have muscles!  (Well, I always had them, but now they’re visible!)

·          MOST IMPORTANTLY-I have allowed myself to be loved (by someone other than my family) for the first time in my life.

·          To finally love myself no matter what!

 

 

Today I’m celebrating my surgiversary by hopping on a plane to go to San Diego to speak at a conference.  I’ll be sporting my cute new professional outfit and speaking with all the confidence in the world!


All updated

Sep 07, 2008

So, decided that after so many weeks, I should finally update my ticker...It had been on 173.6 for so many weeks when in reality, I weighed that for like six hours...I've gone up and down within about 5lbs or so for the past six weeks or so...Now the ticker is accurate as of this morning...Time to take control of my ticker!  So, still not losing the way I would like to, but not really gaining either...Had a touch of the flu for a couple of days and really did just liquids, but that didn't seem to make a difference...With this flu thing I haven't worked out either, but changing that up hadn't made a difference in the past month, so I'm not freaking out over that....I've decided to worry about things I can control...What I eat, how much I exercise, etc.  If the scale doesn't move, I'm not going to freak out because that will make things worse, right?  Anyway, life is busy but good otherwise!

No this isn't a repeat...

Aug 31, 2008

Nothing much has changed...The scale and I are still fighting...I just got done with working over 100 hours in a 10 day span, so I am exhausted to say the least.  I bought a bunch of RTD protein shakes and am going to try to bust out with a 3-5 day liquid diet...I have nothing to lose but weight, so tomorrow I'll start...Wish me luck!

Stuck...stuck...stuck!

Aug 10, 2008

On 174.4....I should probably update my ticker from the 12 hours I weighed 173.6!  Anyway, I go back to my full-time job tomorrow, after eight weeks of working summer camps, so that will be a change of schedule for me...I'm going to switch to working out in the mornings, and won't bring snacks other than fruit or cheese to work, so hopefully that can help...Overall, I really don't think I have done anything that drastically different, but who knows?  Regardless of everything, I still continue to feel fantastic, both physically and emotionally...Meeting Adam has changed my life in such a short time...I feel like I can do anything (except bust my stall...lol)!  I had a nice vacation for a few days last week down on the Cape and did some golfing and shopping, but it was just nice to get away before the madness begins again...Well, off to get things organized for tomorrow!

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