Elle B.

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Happy 3 year to me.... I am 190... holding steady... no complaints in this life!!!

Well... I decided that I needed to get back on track.... I continue to work out daily... And I am still 200 pounds..  I notice y body composition is changing, but the scale is killing me.  Working out is not the challenge... I believe it to be my food choices... so I am going to start eliminating the starches from my diet.

I want so badly to lose the weight I have gained... I have learned that this is a struggle... or everyone... If celebrities struggle.. who am I to think I am immume from struggling... I have to work this thing.

God's strength.

On this scael this morning and it said 200 pounds.... I am at a loss, I have been working out 6 days a week... watching what and how much I eat... and I am gaining... At first, I thought because I have started doing full body conditions with weights and stuff, but surely that does not add up to freaking 10 pounds of weight gain.... Feeling defeated, trying not to cry, but bowing my head in prayer about this... because I promised myself never to get back to 200 pounds and it is here.... I weighed that in April 2009....  Just trying to get my mind right about this whole thing.

Have not posted in a while!!! But the short of it is.. I have gained 8 pounds... I was 184 now, I am 192!!!  Not even remotely pleased....  I had a slight de-fill in November and have tried to stay the path with going for another fill... I notice I can definately eat more... I want to get back control without having to go back for a fill..


Still hitting the gym and working out... just need to get food under control!!  I am fasting my favorite thing until I lose the weight!  Ice cream!!  Lord help me!!

Wow.... I did not realize how easy it has been to get away from here.  School, work, and life have all been busy.  I am please to report that I am now 184.2...  Which is 3 pounds below my goal.  I am sooo extremely happy... I look good, feel good and am just greatful.

I wear between a 14 and a 12... I bought my first jean skirt in a 12 and it felt so good.  I have no complaints... I still have restriction.. I do not go back to the doctor until December 1st.  My doc is gonna be so suprised.  Heck.. I am surprised.

Still a gym rat... I have got to have a workout!  I love the gym... and I know that has contributed immensely to my success... My eating is a fraction of what it used to be... I mean I am really sickened by the sight of too much food.  I thank God for the discipline.. He has given me!

I have now lost 100 pounds!   I started out weighing 288, I then started working out and trying to eat better.  I was 264 when I had surgery and now I am 188 and loving life.  I thank God for this journey and success and know that while there is less of me... I am more woman.. and I love it!!

191... four pounds away!

I have to admit... In my mind.. I could have never imagined feeling and looking this great. I am 193 pounds.. and six pounds away from my goal.  I am thankful... and oh soo happy... I know that I must continue in this path and at any moment can regain the weight, but I am claiming victory over that demon!!!

Lord... I first want to thank you for this day. It day that has never been seen before by anyone, and a day I have waited for. The day that I would be unde 200 pounds. I woke up, weighed myself and the scale blinked 198.6.  All I could do was to thank you. I know this journey has not been mine alone, but you have been with me and for me. I am so humbled.  So far you have helped me lose 66 pounds the band and  90 pounds total. I praise you and give you the honor and the praise!!!

Wow.. I did not realize how long it had bee since I posted.... The latest is I am 200.... Lord it has been the hardest thing to get below 200 pounds... I see 199 every now and again... I am certain that I do not need a feel because my band lets me know when to stop for sure...  I am ready to be UNDER 200... I am soo close to my goal... Lord I can see it.!!!