Has it been 3 months already??

Feb 05, 2009

Hmmmm....where do I start? lol

Well today marks my 3 month surgiversary (who da hell came up with that word). Anywho I am feeling better than ever, looking fantastic, tremendous energy, folks....I have this DS thing DOWN!!! Ever since I've added SF Kool Aid to daily drinking I've been knocking the water consumption out the park! Thanks Jillian. Now if I would only up my exercise a lil it would be all good.

Now mind you, I am by far not a perfect DSer. I could def have lost more weight by now. But hey, I'm gonna do this thing my way. I eat more carbs than most in the weightloss phase. I post on the F&F thread pretty regularly and I usually am between 40-80g of carbs. I did go to SF caramel in my morning shake which brought me lower in carbs, but it just doesn't taste the same, so I went back to regular caramel. I love my trail mix w M&Ms and eat it daily. White flour doesn't bother me, I can eat a lot at one time, and I'm hungry often. So I'm relying on my will power to save me from these things I've uncovered.

I'm getting used to other people's reactions. I STILL don't see a difference when I look in the mirror but everybody else falls out when they see me. I get the same response from everybody....."You got a breast reduction" Granted, the girls are MUCH smaller. I was telling Starry last night that men actually look me in the eyes when they talk to me now LMAO. Funny boob story- Ok, I have a birthmark like right above my stomach on the left side. Noticeably darker than my incision scars. Hubby has been insisting that the girls are very saggy (oh trust me he was in the dog house). I on the other hand was in complete denial about it lol. I've been rubbbing Mederma on my scars to possibly lighten them. I walked past the mirror one day, naked, looked....then back tracked. Where's my birthmark??? Maybe the Mederma made it go away......NOPE my saggy azz boob was just covering it and I can't see it anymore

Now the stats. I've got excellent news. I had my 3 month Bone density scan on Tuesday. From the one month scan to now I have GAINED muscle and lost bad fat!!! So they told me whatever I'm doing keep at it. I was lifting weights 3 days a week. I haven't done it in 2 1/2 weeks but that has put a fire under my azz to get moving again since its working. I weighed in at exactly 50lbs lost, right about halfway to goal. Not bad for 3 months. I'm wearing 14s and 16s now depending on the vanity sizing lol. I just wish I was in Onderland too....I had to put aside my envy and be happy for Ericka LOL

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