Random thoughts

Apr 15, 2009

There was a post on the DS board today by Georgina asking if anyone has changed since thier DS. Most people responded that they were more confident and other similiar responses. This made me start thinking about myself. This is what I wrote:

I was having a conversation about this the other day with my best friend. She said she always wondered if I adopted the "funny" girl personality because I was always overweight. She was asking if I still would be funny. We laughed about it but I have been thinking about that for the past couple of days. My mom said I've always been quick witted and funny, even as a child, but I've also always been overweight. Do the two have a correlation? I also have a very smart mouth and think maybe I can get away with a lot of things because of my former size, but maybe as a skinner version I may be percieved as a bitch. Who knows, I might be percieved as a bitch now to some. LMAO Maybe as a smaller Shani my personality will be toned down some. I think I've always been extra confident, maybe I've been trying to convince people of my confidence or maybe trying to convince myself.

Ok now I'm rambling LOL Just some things I've been thinking about.

The things that roll around in my head

I wanted to put this in my blog to reflect back on one day and see how I turned out.

OK...back to the regularly scheduled Shani LOL

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