A whole year later

Mar 23, 2009

I simply can't believe a year has come and gone since my surgery. I have lost 148 pounds since starting this wonderful journey, I can't begin to tell the many changes that have taken place in my life since accomplishing this. Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think I could be this person. I still feel like the old me, I'm embarassed to walk into a room full of people and always feel like people are staring right at me, I look at a booth or chair and wonder if I'll fit, I see people look at my husband and I often wonder if they think he could do better. I don't know if I'll ever get past this horrible mental thing I have going on. But I do know that almost 15 ten pound bags of potatoes is alot to carry around, I have a hard time carrying one so someone please tell me how exactly I carried all that on my body, and now that it's gone I have the skin, oh boy do I have the skin, sometimes I think it looks worse this way than it did being stretched by all the fat that I carried with me. I have less than fifty pounds to go to get to my goal and I simply can't wait to be there.

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