BMI WOW Moment

Jun 03, 2009

Good Morning!

My BMI is now 29.6!  I would no longer qualify for WLS - Whoo Hoo!!!  I never thought I would come this far in just under 5 months.  I am now wearing a size 14 bottom and regular large top.  It is so surreal at times.  My husband looked at me this morning and shook his head and I said "what", he said are those new pants?  I said yes, why do they look bad, he said no, you look amazing.  I am sort of torn by his reaction to me lately.  I love the attention and feel so happy with our relationship.  But a little nagging thought in the back of my mind is "shouldn't he have felt this way about me all along?"  I usually answer that by telling myself that I hated the way I looked and felt so why shouldn't he feel the same.  But is that the right way to think?  I just don't know.  I really just want to enjoy what we have now and not second guess him or myself.  He has always been there for me and is truly the person who grounds me in life and that I know I can and always could depend on.  There has just been a shift in our relationship and I feel more secure and confident than I ever have and I think he's a little insecure. I think I will post on the main board because I can't be the only one out there who has gone through this. 

Overall I feel great and I am truly loving life for the first time in YEARS!  For me, WLS was the answer to the major problem in my life I could not fix on my own.  I wish all of you out there success and would like to thank the people who get me through every day.

Love & thanks,
Debbie

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