Living in Fear

Mar 24, 2014

I'm afraid to start eating anything because it seems that when I start I can't stop. It's 6yrs ago all over again.  Granted, I'm not eating shakes cookies and chips but being able to put away 2+ chicken breasts without feelin full scares the hell out of me.  I'm to the point where I won't cook anything and I"m living on pre packaged stuff so I don't go off the deep end. Going to the gym at least once a day to counter act the eating and I'm sore and exhausted.  ONLY positive thing is my sugar cravings are gone. Don't go back to the Dr till the 10th with my cat scan, ultrasound and egd films.

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