2 Years Post Op

Dec 17, 2009

Today makes 2 years post op from my revision surgery of lapbandto gastric bypass.  I weighed 252lbs the day of my surgery.  Today, 2 years later I weighed tonight as I got out of the tub and I weighed 221lbs.  Freakin unbelievable, but I have noone to blame but myself.  How do I fail at two weightloss surgeries?  Do I go for a 3rd?  What surgeon would touch me now?  Can I have my pouch/stoma tightened/shrunk what ever it is they do to it?  Is it my fate to never be under 200lbs???  I really appreciate where I was this time last year.  A year ago, this time, I weighed 196lbs.  191lbs on a good day.   I hate this struggle.  I have given up.....good nite...

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