Random Thoughts !

Jul 20, 2009

Today is 7-20, and I just wanted to vent a lil bit. I just feel soo depressedI just feel like i have no one to talk to.My family doesnt how how to feel aqbout me having surgery, my husband is kinda scarded becuase he says he doesnt want to raise 2 kids on his own. not only that but how cant even assure him that i am going to be fine when i dont even know for my self. I just everything to be fine. I want to loose the wieght but i also want to be there for my children. I can understan where my hubby is coming from? is anyone else going thru this?????

Anyways I had a very good weekend I had a couple of friends over and we had a lil bit of bbq. I tihnk that i did fairly good becuase i didnt much.I had a decent about, I am trying to gt my self adjusted to not eating as much as i use to.


Well OH fam I think thats all for now!

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