14 weeks out and many struggles

Aug 29, 2010

Well it is has been 14 weeks now and I am down to 370lbs and feeling great even though these last two weeks my loss has slowed down I do believe my body is catching up and adjusting well. The mental struggles are my biggest challenge and I mean  it is a struggle. Losing 118lbs is great and wonderful I know but, daily I kick myself for more, knowing that I have only so much time before it will get more difficult to lose. I am currently searching for a support group to join and that has been more difficult than I imagined, and I am afraid that I may not make a good connection.

No one has ever said that my goal was unattainable except me, isn't that strange, how we can be our own satotager!

My mind plays games with my emotions , I often forget who is in charge, and my self esteem is ignored. wow that was strange to type. I am so thankful for this tool and pray that i succeed and keep it positive!

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