elgntjay
Getting Better
Sep 03, 2007
Today is 2 month anniversary. I have lost 47 lbs during this timeframe. I am so overwhelmed by all the changes I have experiences. I went to mexico last week and was able to walk and keep up with my friends during the my whole vacation. I know that before this surgery I wouldn't been able to do half of the things I did. I am forever grateful for the blessing that God has giving me. I am starting to find out what a blessing weight loss can be. I can see me as beautiful, not because someone else told me but I looked in the mirror and saw it for myself. I have had some hard time with this. Somedays I regret it doing it but those days are becoming less and less. I will contiue on because I am going to have the life I always wanted. What better thing could I ask for.
Now What?
Jul 11, 2007
In the begining I was not sure if I would blog my journey. I am not really a person who likes to journey but I have decided since this is my new life I would change somethings or should I say try it a new way. I am 9 days out of surgery and over all doing very will. I have lost as of this morning 14 lbs. I feel great about that. I even thing my face is looking slimer. But for some reason I still feel dread. I wonder if I am able to make this a lifestyle change. I can't see myself different and I am afraid of not making my goal or I should say mantaining my goal. But I am strong, and God has promised me life. So, I am going to try not to have a pity party and focus on God and the blessing I have in my life. I just have a feeling of Now what? What do I do now? How do I adjust? I guess I will have to take it one day at a time.
