I am a big fatty. I started noticing it in high school when I stopped karat, but it didn't seem that big a deal at the time. I didn't like it, but I wasn't about to give up my favorite foods. After high school I continued to gain weight and go on and off various diets. The only thing that seemed to work was when I moved out of my parents house and lived on my own. I didn't have a car at the time so I had to walk everywar and I didn't have any money so I couldn't eat. In to months I lost over 30lb. But, after those first to months I had to move back into my parents house and I gained back all my weight and more. I new I was fat but I didn't realize how out of shape I was until one day when my sister came home. 
    My sister was on leave from the army and all she wanted to do was go to water world, her treat. O.K. awesome. So we go. We git there and make are way to the slides, there are about 5 or 6 of them and there all over 5 stores tall. We start up the first flight of stars and I have to stop to catch my breath, same with the second flight and third and so on. By the time we got to the top I was so exhausted I thought I was going to collapse. I was able to go back up to go on all the slides at least once, but each time it got harder and harder, and I only did it for my sister. The rest of the trip I spent in the wave pool. I wanted to go back with my sister and ride the slides over and over again, but I just couldn't. I couldn't even use the inter tub my sister rented properly. As the Waves started going again, I realized that I was not only fat and unhealthy, but an embarrassment to my family and friends.
    I did not have a huge turn around and lose a bunch of weight and get a healthy life style because of that day. Quite the contery, I went into a bad depression and gained about 60 more pounds. I got out of the depressing eventually but was still in a weird mind set. I started to beng and perg. Heavy on the beng light on the perg. I would still eat so much that perging didn't help me to lose weight at all. But now everything is different.
    When my sister announced that she was pregnant, I was so existed. My mom and I started buying cuite little outfits, I made her a baby blank it, and we all started to make plans to go visit her when she as born. But, tords the end of my sisters pregnancy I started to think, "If I don't start losing weight and getting healthy, I'm not going to be around to see my niece grow up". My niece was born yesterday and I am now going to do anything to make shire I stay in her life.
  

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