Emelinda D.
It's Heeerrrrreeee!!!!
Apr 15, 2009
Finally, after 4 long years the day is finally here. I will be having my surgery tomorrow morning at around 9 I think. I am so very very excited right now. At first, I will be honest, I was horrified> I was so scared that I wanted to cancel the surgery. But I have gotten over that. Today, I was laying down. I had to get up at a few minutes to 3 because I had to call the hospital to see what time I had to be there. Up until this point I was scared. I was still scared when I called the people and asked them what time I needed to be there. BUT for some reason, after I got off the phone with them, It was like this calmness came over me. I really can't explain it but I am not scared anymore. I'm not really even nervous. I want to do this! I need to do this! Not just for me and my health but for my family too. My kids deserve to have a mother that can play with them outside and get on the floor with them. They don't deserve a mother who has to sit on the front porch and watch them play. I mean, I wouldn't want a mom like that. So damnmit, I am doing this. I am having my surgery, I am getting healthy and I am going to show everyone I can do this. To anyone who thinks I can't do it, well you can simple go to he@@. (Sorry about the language, I am just all fired up now..lol)Ok well I have to go take my shower with that soap they gave me. I also have to pack my bag for tomorrow as well. So keep me in your prayers and I will post as soon as I can. My angel and second mom Annie is gonna post updates for me while I am in the hospital. Thank you all so much for the support you all have given me. Without the support of my family, and my OH family, I would NOT have made it this far. Love you guys!!!
TO BE CONTINUED........
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About Me
Winter Haven, FL
Location
38.8
BMI
Surgery
04/16/2009
Surgery Date
Dec 04, 2005
Member Since
